I masturbated last night to pics of Lacan, it was not my proudest fap to be honest but I felt it was necessary for me to truly enjoy the Lacanian experience and grasp what he meant by the "real is what resists symbolization absolutely" and I think I truly grasped him finally? I could not say it was a pleasurable experience, definitely Foucault has better material for les masturbations, but Lacan was sufficient for the mental edging that I was craving at that particular moment