Maybe I should post some real girls - Ellie feels depressed cause of anime girls for some reason. I just don't know of any efficient ways to find photos of real people. Is there danbooru but for real people?

I went to x.com and typed glasses in the search. WTF, why is there so much porn? I struggle finding any sfw photos.

Now I wanna actually try posting real people

Ok this monday we will have a real people day. I will be posting real people instead of anime girls for the whole day. Most likely all of them will be wearing glasses cause it's still me who's making the posts.

If you think about it, in highschool I dated someone who would be called femcel nowadays. And I was her first romantic experience. How terrible for her! I probably fucked up her perception of love for the rest of her life T_T

Maybe I actually should stay single forever despite feeling terribly lonely. Cause what if I am actually even more clumsy with people than I think.

What if she was actually extremely unhappy with me but didn't say anything cause she just assumed that's how things are due to the lack of any point of reference?

This was like 5 years ago dammit, why do I still worry about it?

Or maybe I am actually wrong and it wasn't that bad. For example, she was extremely afraid of cops but when I had problems instead of breaking up with me after being questioned by the police she still came to see and support me.