I wish I looked like her T_T

if your telegram username looks like "Aigis one love" you are a true nigga

Редкий пост на русском.

Знаете ведь, как в японском слова "луна" (tsuki) и "встречаться" (suki) по звучанию схожи? В 3 эпизоде Tsuki ga Kirei персонаж говорит имея в виду второе, а его слышат как первое. И в сабах это переведено примерно как:
- У на... (suki)
- А, луна (tsuki)? Да, очень красивая.
- У нас получится встречаться? (suki yatte или типа того)

Человек, переводивший это - гений.

I remember coming up with this weird model of knowledge when I was 13 or something. It works like this: knowledge is represented as a dependency graph that has some leaf nodes (core principles, major experiences and eternal truths) and everything else is inferred from them.

For that reason whenever I feel stuck in life I tend to read and consume more media in general.

You can try ancient books - what you are probably missing is some new base that's blocking upstream dependencies, so you should look into whatever managed to stand the test of time cause it probably contains something that is true no matter when you read it. "If you want to be prepared for whatever future may give you, read the classics".

But this can be interpreted in more broad sense - since you are missing something primitive, you can stumble upon your missing puzzle piece literally whereever, so you do not need special literature, even watching Adventure Time may give you some wisdom.

I hope this makes at least some sense to you xd.

BTW, you should not trust me, I am actually really stupid, my brain just likes complex words or something.

Also I really want to tell you about Liz (actually Elizabeth, broken down into Charlotte and Beatrice parts) one day, but it is kinda complex part of my inner thinking framework and will totally make me sound insane. Maybe if I prepare some drawings you will have more chance to grasp it, dunno.

Like, every time I want to explain it I write something like

there's this alien being inside my mind that's actually two things (but is greater than the sum of its parts) that is neither an imaginary friend nor a hallucination but a secret third thing that I use for problem solving

And I kinda feel weirded out and never do it properly.

Least schizo меньше чем три post

Ugh I wish I could draw really good, I could at least show them to you. Cause Charlotte has this nice fluffy hair and plumpy cheeks, Beatrice is somewhat similar to Bort from Houseki no Kuni, and Elizabeth got two pairs of eyes.

Robot

I have Russian version of "please be patient I have autism" cap