In my mind I have a nice Lyn and a mean Lyn; one supports me when I'm nervous, the other berates me when I do something bad

Both comfort me when I'm having a shit time

Mother bought me a perfume as a gift, but its one "for males", and I'm slightly pissed about it, even if I don't mind maleing a little

As an act of protest I'm flowing into girl mode for the rest of October

Paranormal activity

I missed my bedtime by 2 hours

I was considering staying awake but now I think I'll take the 5 hours of sleep I have left

autism, neurodivergency

"people think autism spectrum is like this
low functioning - - high functioning

but its not. its more like this:
nonverbal, stimming, eye contact, special interests, literal-minded, fearless, sensory overload, routines, solitary, social cues

only with lots more sliders. each person with different settings. some locked in, some variable, especially with stress. "low functioning" and "high functioning" labels are actually pretty hurtful, and an incorrect way of looking at autism. remember the graphic equalizer spectrum. what are your settings today?"

Imagine the sick beats coming out of my brain right now

(You can be sure I would totally sleep in a cardboard box if I could fit in it)