Tag yourselves, I'm Maria Máquina

So this is what I spent the entire day doing

If life gives you lemons, grab a CEO and wring them

I will not elaborate on that

This feels like a bingo

Done

Who wants to live in Braziland

I should start re-forwarding old messages from this channel to itself in an eternal loop

Okay okay everyone do another, more wholesome, quiz, and forget the old one

What aesthetic are you?

This is as accurate as the planet test - because one of the thigns that made me start questioning my gender is that I dreamed being an androgynous-looking master thief called Mothman, and I was like "wait, I didn't feel dysphoria by being called a male name while looking very feminine"

My entire gender/sexuality journey has been so surreal lmao

I wanna talk about this lore now -- I was raised in the most stereotypical cishet society, complete with homophobia, transphobia, making fun of gays, making fun of boys who like girly stuff, etc. And until my adulthood I had nobody to explain to me why I felt so different and weird and confused.

Then I got internet connection and I realised I enjoyed roleplaying as a girl and playing girl characters in RPGs. Then I made some friends, and one of them was like "Have you considered 🏳️‍⚧️?" and I was like "That's a thing?"

So in my mind it was like "Nice, I'm a trans woman, I finally understood it". Then years later, a few bad experiences and not being able to transition, I was feeling miserable. Worst of all is that even when people did refer to me as a she/her I still felt... wrong. So I started thinking maybe that wasn't how I felt.

Then I spent several months extremely confused about my gender, so I started trying acting more boyish to see how I felt about it. It turns out I don't feel like I want to be a girl, I just hate being masculine. So I found out there was a secret third option.

While all of this was happening through the years, my orientation starts as "Girls are hot", then it became "Girls are hot but I don't feel like I deserve them", then it became "Girls and hot but I would like to be pinned down by a buff guy", then it became "Girls and guys are hot", and now it's "Humans are hot"

So my sexuality is fully 90% solved, I just need to figure a couple things out. My gender identity... I have been happy as a non-binary, but hmmmm.... I don't feel like I reached the end of the journey yet. I've been having strange feelings about it and I haven't thought about it yet.

The genderventure continues

Newest episode of Lyn's Gender Fuckery (TM)

I wish technology was like Trials in Tainted Space and I could take an injection that would make me progressively more androgynous