why do i have to drink ቂቤ mentioning you are sick makes you sick more goddd

I wish trains here were more aesthetically pleasing.

my favorite word has become ከሳሽ
women hood?

holiday naps are the best.

i love hafsa god.

people should start believing you when you tell them you ain’t shit.

currently my favorite place( channel)

The oldest negro nation they said mtsm

there is a small space called the in between between not having and having, where craving settles and lingers. i don’t want comfort i prefer silence. something in me hates the fact that you listen now, that you pause when i say something isn’t right, that you ask for my opinion and take it seriously. i see your potential while feeling myself stretched thin at the edge, less tolerant, less patient, emptied out. i’ve let go of things i once fought for, and i’m no longer who i thought i was meant to be. what i want most is escape. i no longer measure things through your eyes, i don’t feel the need to be liked anymore, and the distance in me has turned cold and hollow. for years i wanted this safety, steadiness and now that it’s here, it feels fake, like something imagined too long. i see now that i may never need it, that some of it lived only in my head, and that you may never change or do but that no longer moves me. i want to leave everything as it is and go. i’m no longer in the middle, not pulled to either side. maybe it’s freedom, maybe it’s peace, maybe it’s just running, anything it is idk and i don’t want to know either.

i love having tiny squares on my head.

i love y’alls love.

you never, i mean NEVER, truly know what people are going through.

elllowww peeps
i like when the sky is blue but the sunn thooo.

Imagine if us non tech peeps had an event,
What would we do? Be miserable together?😂

Every time I try to write what I think, I end up fighting my own opinions. I keep telling myself I need to reach some level of certainty before I’m allowed to deny the other side.

so lets write from down here, i don't think i can sleep without doing that.

here it is…