I fucking hate being bpd I hate myself I hate how I think I hate how I speak I hate how I behave I hate how I feel can't someone just end me

I'm on holiday I'm supposed to be happy if I cannot even be happy rn then there's no hope for me

The arrest in Paris had me

Aghast is such a beautiful word

Hi the Telegram group is now closed, maybe temporarily maybe not, because I tried hard to keep a safe and inclusive space and I ended up being accused of extremely bad and untrue stuff and since no one is paying me for it I don't want to deal with this bs

Not sure what will happen to posts, this was born as my safe space and it doesn't feel safe anymore and if it's not fun then it's just a chore.

People please do not dm the mods about this stuff bc they don't even know anything, it was a spur of the moment kind of thing
If you have anything to say I have a bot that is also in the channel bio, @Prettysubsbot, but I don't feel like there is much to be said cause I want to avoid being too specific and point fingers against people

I am fine if that's what you wonder, I will need time to process stuff and heal and I am in a complicated time because of unrelated stuff and this was probably me having a split episode of sort. Maybe in like one week I will start posting again, there's still stuff scheduled for my bday anyway

Take care everyone