A poem about the Void (not to be confused with Voïd, the cat)


The worst thing - I believed
were the fluttering thoughts
like sharp butterflies,
their wings cutting me inside.

But then came the Void,
and he ate all the bugs.
It was a peaceful dark,
so I let myself drown,
eyes closed, mouth shut,
breathing in all the Void I could.

There were no thoughts anymore,
and while I was relieved,
with the butterflies gone
all the vines in my mind were drying too.
There was no water, no light, no air,
the Void had absorbed everything
in its sweet pain, its soft numbness.

The Void doesn't let me think,
he likes me better when I just lie.
The Void doesn't let me do stuff,
not with my soul at least.
I just control a numb body,
a flesh machine that is just guts.

Maybe I should have kept some butterfly.
Maybe I should go find some.
I just stopped believe I have flowers inside.

Other roommates from ancient times, housing always was a problem apparently

It's seven in the morning, I'm trying to fall asleep again but every 10 minutes or so Voïd the cat bites me in a different place

I love how in one episode of TMA there's this guy giving a statement who's like: "Yeah, I think I ate human flesh at one point... Too bad I don't know when, I would have loved to know"

Answer sincerely: do you think I am like a succubus?

Sometimes (two times exactly, one by chance and one voluntarily) I go to a park and meet random people from other places. They are very random but they have a nice vibe and they offer me beer and weed and long story short I am tipsy and high (bc I went home and drank and smoke and I'm not gonna rest until I finish those beers) and I don't know I kinda cried watching the sunset but I am also lighter in a way cause these people were nice and I am feeling actual emotions so it's weird bye gotta work on the beers