I am sending a hug to some of you

You are in her dms.
I am in my psychiatrist dms.
We are not the same.
I have intrusive thoughts.

Kind of a rant about my relationship with social media, this channel and stuff, feel free to skip or give advices or whatever:

Writing has always felt very personal to me, an act in which I got completely naked, and always just a few people were allowed to read the things I wrote, that weren't even personal in the slightest. It was my way of writing, it felt right and I was almost jealous, self conscious even, of every sentence I let out.
Now, for the first time, I feel the need of using writing in another way, to connect, to communicate. I don't want to hide that this channel helped me a lot, giving me a platform for being myself and sharing, with my times. At the same time, I feel the pressure deriving from social media and the performative act of enjoying hobbies on them. Like, I used to have an Instagram for my tarots, and it ruined my relationship with them for a while. I don't want to perform, I don't want to open a blog to post my reviews and short story. I don't wanna advertise myself, sell myself. I just wanna share some of me (yeah, through horror, cause apparently that's my media) in a shared platform, have somewhere to write on.

Idk messy

You know you can leave the channel instead of yawning, right?
It's not gonna get better, the same bitch who wrote that shit is the one that picks the memes, dummy.

Shit, I got distracted, I left out the part where I said thanks to you for giving me a platform for being myself completely, which is still a living community of people being there for each other and discussing.
I like how this channel turned out, and I owe it to you people
Bacioni

A cinema nearby starts a new weekly horror festival and I'm HYPED

I'm gonna stop talking to everyone who doesn't come to see The VVitch with me next Monday I swear

(tonight it's Hereditary night, I could lose my head for it lmao)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iz63c8aDbKw

Haven't had the chance to watch the whole special yet, but seems a nice product.

So, that's how we feel in this channel about poor people. Shout out to my flatmate to pointing it out to me.

To celebrate the 1.3k, I'm gonna donate a million dollars to Elon Musk and the same amount to JK Rowling.

Thank you fellow rich people for this huge success

I just casually said with a smile, going to the bathroom: "I should really start a church or a cult or something" 🥰🥰🥰

Really need new meds, mania is clearly not under control

Yes, random guy I don't know, please explain to me, an horror obsessed feminist, how r##e and SA are still a legitimate, absolutely not overused and old and boring and insensitive, thing to built plots around. Yes, please tell me how women need them to be motivated in revenge while strangely men don't need it.
I absolutely agree with you and I don't think less of you for it, chill dude

Shout out (not too loudly, they have a bit of anxiety) to my flatmate, who went three times to the pharmacy today to get me my new medications.

If you wanna repay them, send money to my PayPal pics of your cats and they'll be happy

Tonight's idea

Buy me one of those things you put essences in, so I can put a lil bit of benzos there and relax

I love this cat