I cannot think of anything more useless seriously wtf dude

Going through my Bella Swan in New Moon phase (I'm very depressed)

CW: Heavy personal post on mental health


This year has not been simple for me in the slightest, so I thought I was used to reaching new bottoms and to the feeling of that hope at the end of the tunnel being always a little bit out of reach, not matter how much I walked and how hard I tried.
Now, an objectively not that big setback has happened, and I feel like a new bottom, a bottom that makes me scared of what's underneath. It feels like a continuous weight on my chest, with teeth and thorns deep into my heart and lungs to prevent me to breathe or even cry properly. I know I have had worse, I know I have a wonderful support system, I know I will not let it go cause I'm a stubborn mule, but today I so much can't.

I somehow missed this by SheRa's creator

The channel will be PAUSED for the time being. Some memes are still scheduled, but the moderation will be less present.
Behave and tag for anything. Bye!

Apparently I could go even lower

Poppin pills and hating on bitches (the pills are meds and the bitches is me)