Fuck I thought it was scheduled for 4 pm instead it's 4 am

Also hello fucking darkness when will I ever have a full night sleep

Also I usually schedule memes in a very random way and sometimes I reschedule them cause they make no sense in my mind

I want a joint but I'm afraid the dog will wake up people

Also wow it's the 29th
Tomorrow is time to leave home

I have a lot of feelings about it.
I loved coming back and I love my family, but there are a lot of toxic mechanisms I cannot solve. We are all hurting and we end up hurting each other.
Every day there is a fight and there's basically never the benefit of the doubt.
It's easy to make me the guilty one since I leave soon.
I am so tired and so hurt. I really tried my best, but it's almost like it's never enough. I am not that great and I know it, but I do really try.
And I love my siblings so much.
I don't know, I guess I'm just sad.
Also I have the flu and yesterday I haven't eaten anything so idk.
Sorry about the rant

Found an old pic of Voïd staring at some sex toys

Idk who this doctor is but he didn't have to come for me like that

Pov: you're a plushie and my dog steals you

Hits so close

They made me notice I have no voice.
Fuck, how am I gonna karaoke into New Year's now?

My icon

Me: trying to explain to my sister why Wicked is so important
My sister: strangely fascinated by Shrek the musical