tbh when i started, i struggled
not because the subjects were hard, but because everything else was new.
the environment, the people, the way exams worked… it was all unfamiliar.

i studied a lot.
sometimes too much.
read from multiple books, stayed up late, tried way too hard.
but still didn’t do that well
not because i didn’t understand, but because i didn’t know how to answer the way teachers expected.

no one tells you that sometimes it’s not about how smart you are,
but how well you learn the system.

now when i look back…
i kinda wish i still had that first and second year energy.
i was so determined to get things right
but i was also hurting myself with that pressure....

these days i laugh a bit.
i care less.
or maybe i just burned out.😪

maybe it’s time to care again
but in a different way....
not for grades, but for other stuffs.(for some react project lol)
maybe it’s time to start doing knowledge based stuff ....
because i still love learning😁😁😁😁



Who believes all of my bad grades are from freshman year? Lmao (what gott into me?)

sm1:- “You don’t even have a boyfriend.”
nerd:- “While I nap, the Earth moves me 1,670 km/h without asking.”😎😎



Nerd girl clapback of the decade🕶

i'm going to do it 💪

The next step is to practice recording in a confident and clear voice. (Ignore the song; it’s for my confidence.)

Stay with me, lol! (I was thinking that if I start practicing recording, I can overcome some of my problems and start soon. 😁😁)

Any video suggestions will be appreciated.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/tUTa89-64xE?feature=share

It’s kind reminds me of this 😭

New café alert ☕✨
Just discovered a cozy spot near the 4 Kilo ACT building (myy school lmao )perfect for your morning fix or a quick study break. No name yet, but the vibe is giving❤️❤️❤️

Credit: Arsema😍

🛸 Rick & Misjudged
Met someone who watches Rick & Morty I got excited, like really excited, and told her I’m a big fan.
Now she thinks I’m weird… and maybe even a little dirty 😭
And I’m just sitting here like… wait, did we watch the same show?? Whyyy??(Never forget how she reacted because she didn’t expect sm1 like me to watch that kinda show Lmao😭)

Honestly, I rarely meet people who actually enjoy Rick & Morty the way I do....(except maybe this one time....)
tbh Rick & Morty isn’t just about burps and chaos.
It’s quantum multiverse drama, absurdist humor, raw existential dread, and those cosmic level "what-the-hell-is happening " moments.
i don’t just watch it i rewatch it. And every time, it hits different:))
I’m on Season 5 now (eyekotebkut nw lol).
And I’ve rewatched Season 3 and 1 (favs seasons )like four times already.
sooo It’s not weird🔫🔫🔫🔫