There is an expectation of entering divine union before developing essential communication or emotional regulation skills. It takes a certain amount of work to develop these skills. So, when you enter a relationship and come up against conflict or differences, you will know how to navigate that conflict and differentiate from your partner.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2022/05/31/from-karmic-and-toxic-relationships-to-divine-union-tcm-85-part-1/

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I had to make a new Instagram account, my old one is extremely shadowbanned now. You can follow me here: www.Instagram.com/matsuelaura

(This is my only backup account, all other profiles are fakes)

The more disconnected we are from our soul and spirit, the more disconnected we are from our inner guidance and intuition. This creates people who are easier to control and repeat what they are being told instead of thinking for themselves

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2022/05/04/how-eliminating-the-soul-paves-the-way-for-transhumanism-tcm-83-part-1/

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"What Orwell feared were those who would ban books. What Huxley feared was that there would be no reason to ban a book, for there would be no one who wanted to read one.
Orwell feared those who would deprive us of information.
Huxley feared those who would give us so much that we would be reduced to passivity and egoism.
Orwell feared that the truth would be concealed from us.
Huxley feared the truth would be drowned in a sea of irrelevance.
Orwell feared we would become a captive culture.
Huxley feared we would become a trivial culture, preoccupied with some equivalent of the feelies, the orgy porgy, and the centrifugal bumblepuppy.
As Huxley remarked in Brave New World Revisited, the civil libertarians and rationalists who are ever on the alert to oppose tyranny "failed to take into account man's almost infinite appetite for distractions."

In 1984, Huxley added, people are controlled by inflicting pain. In Brave New World, they are controlled by inflicting pleasure. In short, Orwell feared that what we hate will ruin us. Huxley feared that what we love will ruin us."
~Neil Postman

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We are stuck in a time loop if we live with residual trauma. Instead of holding onto the experience and resisting it, if we embrace it without blaming ourselves for what happened or justifying it, we can move through the experience and let it go.

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The clip above is from the episode 27, part 2.

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It is time to bring our spiritual teachers and healers off their pedestal, see them as human, and stop thinking that some enlightened being will save us. At the same time, we shouldn’t throw the baby out with the bath water and throw out the teachings or practices from these teachers.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/01/24/why-did-so-many-spiritual-leaders-fall-for-the-psy-op-tcm-101-part-1/

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When we consciously meditate on death it can put all kinds of things in perspective for us and even the lives of those we care about. We don’t know if we or anyone else will have another day on this earth.

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The clip above is from the episode 23, part 2.

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Seeking truth is a process, our views do not remain the same when we do the work. We will never know the whole truth because we cannot see through the eyes of the divine. Seeking truth is a balance of the external information we take in and our inner work, allowing us to receive knowledge beyond the intellect.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2020/06/05/divide-conquer-and-the-wetiko-mind-virus-tcm-35-part-1/

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CA ending the mandated mRNA shot for children 🙏
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THE LAW OF ASCENT AND DESCENT

You can only truly rise into higher levels of being and awakening as deep as you are willing (and able) to go into the shadow within yourself, revealing & healing all trauma and wounding from your childhood and over lifetimes.

The path towards awakening spirals up, down, in, out, back, and forth, expanding on all levels and bringing up everything.

Anything that is asleep within us (unconscious) will be put under the spotlight of Truth.

No escape.
No blame.
No excuse.

Throughout my life, I noticed that the deeper and lower I fell into the shadow of my being all the way to the most toxic mud of internalized shame with suicidal thought injections and was able to work through and transmute the suffering, emerging wounds, and trauma, the higher I was able to rise - the descent and ascent at the same time.

I also realized how little control I - who I “think” I am - actually had over this process. The suffering also initiated a deep longing within me to (re)unite with the Divine, the only true source of unconditional Joy and Love. The most important relationship.

But then, I encountered another paradox.

The more sincerely I aspired towards the Divine, bringing forth my true Self, engaging in the necessary inner [psychological & spiritual] work towards soul-individuation (embodiment), the more my lower nature resisted and the more the hostile forces interfered.

It’s an internal war - walking through hell to reach the light. The battle is within - to die and burn in the fire of transmutation to be reborn.

I now understood when Sri Aurobindo said: “No one can reach heaven who has not passed through hell.”

There are forces who do not wish for you to awaken to your true nature, and they will use any trickery, trauma, shadow aspects you have within you, and any temptation targeting the specific weaknesses of your lower nature and ego as entry points to keep you imprisoned out of your own making.

They are your "teachers," for they highlight what you need to heal and transmute. They test your sincerity and integrity.

All there is are lessons, tests, & initiations.

The traps are getting stuck in blame & victim consciousness, self-pity, or self-importance, along with ennoscriptment and laziness as if anyone owes you anything. Nothing is free in the entire universe, and you need to pay with yourself, as Gurdjieff said.

Many don't pass the tests and threshold. Their soul may need another few lifetimes until it is ripe and conscious enough to answer the call.

I'm not implying that it is easy. I was on the brink of "giving up" many times, of ending this life or just giving in to my lower nature cravings like Cypher in the Matrix.

The more you progress, the narrower the path gets, and any misstep results in a deeper fall than before.

As it is written, many are called, yet few choose to answer the call. The "choosing" needs to come from the immortal soul-being. It's not the ego-personality that chooses. In fact, the [wounded] ego will resist and deny the call, giving you all kinds of excuses and justifications for why you can't do it.

As the Light (Divine) shined a merciless light into the darkest corners of my psyche/Being, bringing all up that needs to rise up, be faced, and transmuted, the less I was able to lie to myself, engage in spiritual bypassing or rationalize it all away, but the more I took responsibility for everything in my life and the more freedom I experienced, being more present and engaged in life.

In our episode “The Ascent and Descent – Suffering as a Catalyst for Awakening”, Laura Matsue and I talk in more depth about the law of ascent and descent and how to use conscious suffering as a catalyst for awakening.

LISTEN HERE: https://veilofreality.com/2019/02/24/the-ascent-and-descent-suffering-as-a-catalyst-for-awakening-the-cosmic-matrix-podcast-2-part-1/

To learn more listen to our podcast about this topic Wetiko: Healing The Mind-
Virus That Plagues Our World:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/0EtXoswfTMghrJPQkgXQTG

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Laura and Bernhard discuss the paradox and oxymoron of how so many popular spiritual leaders and teachers have bought into the Psy-Op of the past 3 years and official narrative without questioning and even still now implement mandates at their communities, centers, and retreats, exiling many students.

They talk about the importance of inner and outer work, how popular spiritual teachers, influencers, and coaches have become hijacked by asuric occult forces, the corruption of spirituality, yoga, Buddhism, Christianity, etc., the future of spiritual communities as Pluto moves in Aquarius, what we can learn from it all without demonizing others, and much more.

LISTEN HERE: https://veilofreality.com/2023/01/24/why-did-so-many-spiritual-leaders-fall-for-the-psy-op-tcm-101-part-1/