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The clip above is from episode 37, part 2.

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🔥NEW PODCAST🔥
The Blackpilled Matrix Mind Trap and The Antidote

Bernhard and Laura discuss the recent rise of the so-called “black-pilled” aspect of the “truther community” – people are overly focused on doom & gloom and negativity, seeing psy-ops and controlled ops everywhere.

They look at it from trauma and hyperdimensional occult perspective and how the awakening impulse can get hijacked by occult forces working through our minds.

They share their views on the film “Sound of Freedom,” the topic of pedophilia, parenting,  child trafficking, and the political polarization which will increase in 2024 as Pluto stations in Aquarius.

Furthermore, they discuss the process of psychological splitting and fragmentation, archetypal symbols, the antidote, and much more.

LISTEN HERE: https://veilofreality.com/2023/07/20/the-blackpilled-matrix-mind-trap-and-the-antidote-tcm-112-part-1/

To combat child sex trafficking and childhood sexual abuse, we need to understand over 90% of the time it is someone that the child knows. It’s happening in front of our eyes, and to truly combat this, we need a lot more than demonizing and catching all the pedophiles.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/07/20/the-blackpilled-matrix-mind-trap-and-the-antidote-tcm-112-part-1/

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The Black-Pilled Delusion with Bernhard Gunther
LIVE Today on Truth Warrior at 2pm PST/5pm EST

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Rokfin: https://rokfin.com/stream/36982
Foxhole: https://thefoxhole.app/#/home/13452
DLive: https://dlive.tv/DWTruthWarrior
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/dwtruthwarrior
Rumble: https://rumble.com/v31eua0-the-black-pilled-delusion-with-bernhard-gunther-truth-warrior-live.html

Black-pilled truthers trying to expose the matrix can get caught in the second matrix and become prisoners of their own paranoid minds. Occult forces can then tag into their paranoid thoughts and make it all seem very convincing, and it becomes a prison of their own making.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/07/20/the-blackpilled-matrix-mind-trap-and-the-antidote-tcm-112-part-1/

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Success, Entrepreneurship, And Toxic Shame

The vast majority of people have internalized unconscious toxic shame. One aspect of it is creating a false personality, an “idealized self” in which one shows him/herself or the world. It’s inauthentic and a lie to the Self [and others], but it is unconscious. Hence most people are not aware of it.

Most of the conventional mainstream self-help industry showing you how to become rich, successful, attractive, etc., target the false personality [trying to make it more perfect] based on this internalized unconscious toxic shame which has an unconscious program running of "I'm not good enough" and tries to complete itself via external means, but it's a bottomless hole.

A lot of highly successful people and entrepreneurs are driven by this internalized toxic shame to become “superachievers" and workaholics [which is oftentimes a "good virtue" in our society where pathologies have become normalized]

Many famous entrepreneurs, influencers, and celebrities, who people look up to as role models, are, in fact, deeply wounded individuals that use their work, achievements, and success to cover up deep-rooted insecurities based on toxic shame.

It is a trauma response. They need to identify with external success and the image they have built around it and do more and more... in order to avoid feeling the pain of shame.

But internalized toxic shame can also show itself in the "underachiever", the "loser", the person wallowing in misery, and victim/blame, projecting their suppressed shadow on anyone who is successful or wealthy, showing society the middle finger.

Super-achievers and Under-achievers are two sides of the same "internalized shame" coin. They define each other and project on each other. Both are driven by the false personality.

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As John Bradshaw wrote in “Healing the Shame That Binds You”:

“Toxic shame is unbearable and always necessitates a cover-up, a false self. Since one feels his true self is defective and flawed, one needs a false self that is not defective and flawed.

It is crucial to see that the false self may be as polar opposite as a superachieving perfectionist or an addict in an alley. Both are driven to cover up their deep sense of self-rupture, the hole in their soul.

They may cover up in ways that look polar opposite, but each is still driven by neurotic shame. In fact, the most paradoxical aspect of neurotic shame is that it is the core motivator of the superachieved and the underachieved, the star and the scapegoat, the righteous and the wretched, the powerful and the pathetic.

Alice Miller, in her powerful book, The Drama of the Gifted Child, has described the paradoxical fact that many highly gifted, superachieving, and successful people are driven by a deep-seated chronic depression, resulting from their true and authentic selves being shamed through abandonment in childhood.

More often than not, these narcissistically deprived [narcissistically wounded due to childhood wounding, absent parents or when shame-based parents where not able to meet the needs of their kids but tried to get their needs met through them] are talented, gifted, highly successful superachievers who have been praised and admired for their talents and achievements.

Anyone looking at them on the outside would believe these people have it made. They appear strong and stable and full of self-assurance. This is not the case. Narcissistically deprived people do well in every undertaking and are admired for their gifts and talents, but they have a deep sense of emptiness and aloneness.

The demand for a false self to cover and hide the authentic self necessitates a life dominated by doing and achievement. Everything depends on performance and achievement rather than on being. Being requires no measurement; it is its own justification. Being is grounded in an inner life that grows in richness. “The kingdom of heaven is within,” says the Scripture.

Toxic shame looks to the outside for happiness and validation, since the inside is flawed and defective. Toxic shame is spiritual bankruptcy.” [end quote]

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Many of us also have internalized toxic shame. I would go even so far as to say that everyone has it to varying degrees, just like everyone is wounded/traumatized to varying degrees. In most people, it is unconscious.

They are not aware of it whatsoever and mistake the false self (trauma response) for the true Self and stuff any pain and shame deep into the unconscious while crafting a false personality for the outside world.

Social media is full of these artificial false personalities presenting a certain fake public image.

We also live in a world where pathology has become normalized. We worship, respect, and adore people who are “successful,” mostly in terms of money, power, and popularity/fame, engaging in positive shadow projections.

Many people also envy them and are jealous of other people's success, but they don't want to admit that to themselves either because it would bring up the suppressed shame. Instead, they tend to gossip and talk s*it about them, engaging in negative shadow projections, which creates a relief, a dopamine hit.

It's the never-ending shadow dance until we take back our projections, face ourselves, and the shame buried deep under the false personality.

There’s nothing wrong with success in the martial world, obviously, and I encourage everyone to create abundance, get out of the matrix poverty program, be creative, use your will and talents, and embrace entrepreneurship. The question is only, where is the drive coming from, and how attached are you to it and identified with it?

People always say, just follow your “dream” and manifest your desires, goals, and aims. But rarely do people ask where their desires, aims, and goals come from to begin with.

Most of them are programmed/conditioned by upbringing, unconscious parental image [Mommy/Daddy wound], social/cultural programming, media, what society tells you success is all about, and what you “need” or "be" to be “happy.”

In short, most of what people think they want are not their desires at all. And most often, it is a trauma response to cover up a hole within via external striving for “success.”

It’s like trying to fill a bottomless hole and a vicious cycle. A lot of [unnecessary] suffering is based on it, and it’s an epidemic - the dark side of the “self-help motivational entrepreneur” space that strengthens the false personality to be "successful" at the cost of the real “I”.

So the question is, who are “you” really? And what “I” wants this or that? Again, nothing wrong with desires, dreams, and goals, but where are they coming from? As long as they are based on the false personality, social programming, or as a trauma response, you will never ever find true happiness, fulfillment, or love.

As Bradshaw said, "Toxic shame looks to the outside for happiness and validation."

I’m not taking myself out of the equation. I can see in my life how some things I did were driven by the internalized toxic shame I wasn’t aware of - a trauma response due to childhood wounding. The only way out is to feel that shame and transmute the false personality in order to connect to the real “I”.

This process is not comfortable at all. It requires courage, vulnerability, and humility. It doesn't happen overnight or over a few weeks or months, either. It's a process, most often going over lifetimes, and it is part of the awakening process - an important step that cannot be skipped.

It is a descent into darkness and uncovers many suppressed emotions going back to childhood and even lifetimes.

But the only way out is in and through. It's the Law of Ascent and Descent.

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As Bradshaw wrote:

“You must be willing to come out of hiding and embrace your toxic shame. If you refuse to admit your powerlessness and the unmanageability of your life you cannot find the inner strength you’ve been covering up because you feel flawed and defective.

Hell, in my opinion, is never finding your true self and never living your own life or knowing who you are. This is the fate that lies at the end of the journey of ever-deepening toxic shame.” [and quote]

On the other side of the coin, being "shameless" is also rooted in unconscious toxic shame. There is such thing as healthy shame and even healthy guilt as an aspect of conscience stemming from the Real "I".

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For more on this topic, listen to our podcast episode "How To Heal Toxic Shame And Not Feeling "Good Enough".":
https://veilofreality.com/2022/05/19/how-to-heal-toxic-shame-and-not-feeling-good-enough-tcm-84-part-1/

It’s very important to understand how we can easily become unwitting agents of wetiko, for we all have the potential for evil within. It’s part of our shadow. No one is exempt, and if you think you are exempt and you think you are only “good” and “virtuous” and see only evil “out there” in others, then you have already become a wetiko-infected agent of evil, and the matrix “has you.”

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/07/06/undreaming-wetiko-the-nightmare-mind-virus-paul-levy-tcm-111-part-1/

Read the full article on Veil of Reality at: https://veilofreality.com/2022/12/15/the-a-i-transhumanism-occult-trap-and-the-way-out/

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Those who overcome trauma often have greater emotional intelligence; it’s like a soul retrieval process revealing unknown depths after enduring despair. These are the gifts of the dark night of the soul.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/03/30/the-heros-journey-on-the-path-of-awakening-tcm-105-part-1/

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What are your core beliefs around money? Do you hold shame or guilt around money or abundance? Creating abundance and monetary influx is no different than the process of self-work and self-realization to clear out trauma and everything in the way of the divine.

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The clip above is from episode 21, part 2.

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In light of the UFO Hearings, here's something I wrote 13 years ago when I was researching this topic in depth:

The Secret World of Alien Abductions

A very important issue, which many supporters of the “benevolent alien scenario” seem to miss, distort or deny completely, is the topic of Alien Abductions. For the layman who has never looked into it seriously, it may be a topic to make fun of, but anyone who has ever researched that field and worked with abductees knows that the picture is not very funny.

There is a High Strangeness to this whole abduction phenomenon which is hard to explain. Many abductions are not that obvious since there can be astral body and soul extractions as opposed to physical abductions, and can only be retraced through hypnosis.

The aliens seem to have the ability to mind-control their victim, erase memory, manipulate space and time, as well as implant certain thoughts, emotions (everything from bliss to indifference), and even false memories of what really went on in an abduction (screen memory) with a hyperspace-technology that makes our technology look like the Stone Age.

Some abductions have been reported fully conscious without hypnosis, and there seem to be many similarities between the stories of thousands of reported abduction cases worldwide (this is NOT just a US phenomenon), independently showing a rather disturbing picture.[...]

Dr. Rick Strassman, author of “DMT – The Spirit Molecule,” hypothesizes that Alien Abductions are brought on by the accidental release of DMT produced by the pineal gland inside the brain.

While conducting DMT research in the 1990s at the University of New Mexico, Dr. Strassman advanced the theory that a massive release of DMT from the pineal gland prior to death or near death was the cause of the near-death experience (NDE) phenomenon.

Several of his test subjects reported NDE-like audio or visual hallucinations, while others also reported contact with ‘other beings’, alien-like, insectoid, or reptilian in nature, in highly advanced technological environments where the subjects were ‘carried,’ ‘probed,’ ‘tested,’ ‘manipulated,’ ‘dismembered,’ ‘taught,’ ‘loved’ and even ‘raped’ by these ‘beings’.

It is interesting to note how similar the accounts of his test subjects (who were administered DMT intravenously) are in comparison to what can be found in abduction research. DMT certainly is a Mystery molecule that seems to open doorways to another world/reality. However, Strassman’s theory that abduction experiences are caused by the accidental release of DMT seems to be short-sighted when taking a closer look into the Alien abductions scenario.

A respected researcher and abductee herself had been Karla Turner, Ph.D. She authored three books on the abduction phenomenon, “Into the Fringe” (1992), “Taken” (1994), and “Masquerade of Angels” (1994). Dr. Karla Turner died of a strange fast-acting cancer in 1996, after being threatened for her work. She was just 48 years old.

Dr. Turner confirmed the work of other abduction researchers. However, she thinks that the creation of a Hybrid race is not the whole picture, as there are many cases of abductions that show different behaviors and agendas. She really must have “struck a chord”, as she was harassed by agents and military alike throughout her life until her death. According to her research, Dr. Turner believes that humans are being used as a “resource” by these aliens in many ways:

“The evidence shows that the aliens do harvest from us in a number of ways, emotionally and energetically as well as physically. There are even reported scenarios of facilities in which human bodies are “processed,” and many such reports come from people unfamiliar with ufological literature.”

Since most abductions are not remembered consciously, there are millions of abductions world-wide of people who have not the slightest idea that they had been abducted.

Dreams and issues of missing time can be hints that an abduction has actually occurred. Sometimes people remember later in life, after 30 to 50 years or so, that something like an abduction had occurred in earlier in life. Hypnotic regression can then help to uncover more. However, there is also physical evidence at times, such as body marks (geometric-like imprints into the skin), and there are conscious recollections without the need for hypnosis.

According to abductees’ stories, most abductions are performed by the typical Gray alien (which has become a “pop culture icon” thanks to Hollywood). Sometimes there are “Reptilian” and “humanoid” (called Nordics) entities present who seem to oversee such procedures.

Some people believe that abductions are performed because these aliens are dying, claiming that they need our DNA and, in that sense, “we’re helping them”. On the opposite hand, some supporters of the benevolent alien scenario suggest that abductions and genetic manipulation of humans happen on purpose for our benefit in order to upgrade our DNA for “the Shift”.

However, this assumption doesn’t hold up in light of the overall research and merely downplays the abduction phenomena by painting an “inferior”, “innocent” image of the aliens or seeing them as “saviors”.

According to Dr. Karla Turner, the Gray aliens seem to be biogenetic robots performing assigned/programmed tasks but are not “in charge” nor a “race” on their own. They seem to be biogenetic slave robots under the control of higher ranking negative alien forces.[...]

It seems that this “Secret Government,” a.k.a Military Industrial Complex (which is in possession of alien technology and is somewhat involved with these Non-Terrestrial forces on some level), is not fully in control but is themselves “duped” by these “visitors.”

Looking into military abduction accounts (MILAB), researched by Dr. Karla Turner, she has reports by people (one of them her husband ) who have been abducted regularly by aliens and then also started to get abducted by “military” personnel, who then questioned the abductees about what the aliens want from them and what they conveyed to them.

Whatever is going on, the alien forces seem to have their own agenda and are not just in “partnership” with the secret government. Deception is the name of the game, not only through the Secret Government/Military Industrial Complex but also through the aliens themselves.

Military abductions are happening, but they seem to have a different purpose than what Steven Greer suggested. He believes that all abductions are simply staged by the Military to give the Aliens/ET’s a “bad name.”

Abductees and contactees seem to get duped by their “alien friends” as well, being told they’re “special” and they have certain important “functions” to perform in the coming future.

What needs to be kept in mind is that these beings are able to create virtual realities, trigger emotions, and implant thoughts. They can play any scenario to make the abductee feel as if it is a “spiritual” experience. Hence many contactees claim these aliens are benevolent. Never mind the fact that abductions happen against the free will of the person, to begin with.

Many times they’re being shown images/virtual realities of cataclysms/earth changes and what they are supposed to do when this happens as if they’re being “programmed” for some event.

Some abductees claim that they have been given permission for abduction through their unconscious mind and have developed a kind of “Stockholm Syndrome“, worshiping their abductors.

Other people, like ex-presidential candidate Kucinich, reported they felt this “love” when they had a UFO sighting. Well, looking a bit deeper into it all, a “feeling of love” is by no means an indication that these are benevolent beings, especially when they seem to be able to induce emotional states into humans at will. We can easily be emotionally manipulated, and we can be very impressionable beings.

Movies are a good example of how sound and visions alone can make us laugh, cry or be scared, let alone what hyperspace technology might be capable of that is clearly far superior to anything known to man.

In order to fully grasp the topic of abductions, we need to let go of what we think is or is not possible and, while watching our conditioned mind, which tries to “explain away” such experiences with basic “culturally approved” psychology or New Age “spirituality”.

It is very important to understand the High Strangeness of UFOs and Alien phenomena. People who haven’t really looked into it carefully paint pictures too fast, asking how all this could be possible on such a grand scale without anyone really noticing. They don’t realize that a lot of this is a non-physical phenomenon, dealing with a Higher Intelligence life form (who might be a bit smarter than us humans and doesn’t think like a “human”) that is able to pop in and out of 3D physicality, transcending time and space.

They can insert thoughts, memories, emotions, and change appearances, such as “passed loved ones”, “Jesus”, the “Virgin Mary”, “Santa Claus”, a “Pleiadian”, and so on depending on the belief system of the abductee. This process to make the abductee trust the abduction process and the aliens is documented in Dr. Karla Turner’s books “Masquerade of Angels” and “Into the Fringe.”[...]

- from "UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact" by Bernhard Guenther (written in 2010)

Read the full article here: https://veilofreality.com/2010/11/21/ufos-aliens-and-the-question-of-contact/

Or watch the film here: https://veilofreality.com/portfolio/ufos-aliens-the-question-of-contact/

#UFOHearings #Aliens

We have been through a lot of stress over the last few years; we are dealing with collective trauma and seeing a rise in mental illness, depression, and suicide. If you lean towards the truth/conspiracy rabbit hole, your mental illness and “truth-seeking” can almost couple up and take you into a very dark place.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/07/20/the-blackpilled-matrix-mind-trap-and-the-antidote-tcm-112-part-1/

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Relatable

Our mind can come up with all kinds of “what if” scenarios and projections, but it is caught in linear time, and cannot possibly foresee the future in detail, let alone map out our own unique soul purpose, the lessons we need to learn, and the talents we are here to develop as embodied individuals during this Time of Transition.

Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2023/06/20/a-guide-to-spiritual-warfare-and-the-great-awakening-tcm-110-part-1/

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Life's true object during this Time of Transition [for the ones answering the call]

“The pilgrimage of ascension and this descent for the labour of transformation must be inevitably a battle, a long war with ourselves and with opposing forces around us which, while it lasts, may well seem interminable.

For all our old obscure and ignorant nature will contend repeatedly and obstinately with the transforming Influence, supported in its lagging unwillingness or its stark resistance by most of the established forces of environing universal Nature; the powers and principalities and the ruling beings of the Ignorance will not easily give up their empire.

The battle and conquest and empire in the shape of a victorious conflict with the Powers of Darkness, an entire spiritual self-rule and mastery over inward and outward Nature, a conquest by Knowledge, Love and Divine Will over the domains of the Ignorance is life's true object.”

- Sri Aurobindo

The Necessary Foundation of Holistic Self-Work

There has been a great imbalance occurring when people engage in self-work these days on the path toward awakening.

On one hand, there are many people who only focus on psychological work, dismissing or not being aware of the spiritual reality that we are part of even beyond this lifetime.

Psychological work alone without aspiration to the Divine/connecting to Essence also usually ends up “digging in the mud” without an end in sight and is just symptom management.

Psychological work also needs to go beyond “talk therapy” or intellectual “analysis,” getting caught up in the “story” but processed somatically through the body, preparing the vessel for the Divine to come through, bringing forth the True Self/Essence.

In fact, you [and your intellect] can fool yourself that you have healed any issues by intellectually understanding the cause and reason of what happened [the story], but your body is still holding on to it.

On the other hand, there are many people who tend to only focus on spiritual practices without engaging in the necessary basic psychological work and shadow work to heal their childhood wounds and traumas.

This leads to what is termed as “spiritual bypassing”— using spiritual techniques to bypass our human experience.

Spiritual work also needs to go beyond trying to “transcend” the world via escapism but anchoring the Divine right here into our life and body without retreating anywhere but becoming spiritual warriors in service of the Divine.

It’s not either/or; it is both integral and holistic, working on all levels.

And thirdly, we have people who do spiritual work and/or psychological work but are completely unaware of the matrix forces on a 3D level as well as the 4D occult (hidden) forces that are a part of our multidimensional reality.

These hidden forces are what greatly impact and influence the direction of our lives and of all of humanity in general.

I’ve explored all the various imbalances and more in my essay “The Necessity to Surrender to the Divine and Spiritualize the Being.”

https://veilofreality.com/2019/10/09/the-necessity-to-surrender-to-the-divine-and-spiritualize-the-being/