Sending negative thoughts, gossiping, or slandering someone results in a rebound effect that returns to you as an attack in the form of a though entity that you'll have to deal with the consequences of.

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LOL. I've been called "far right" more times than I could count, along with conservative (as a slur lol) racist, etc...
mainly because I was outspoken about the dangers of the experimental gene therapy. Just makes me laugh at this point
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The inner critic stemming from childhood can manifest as wetiko. We internally hear the voice of our abuser beating us up, or if it becomes deeply unconscious, we can then project that abuse onto other people in the same way that we were abused.

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One of the lessons of Pluto is about releasing what no longer serves us. When we cling to things out of comfort or because of false beliefs, it causes stagnation. There is only room for new life when you clear out what is no longer serving you.

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The clip above is from episode 64, part 2.

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The wounded healers

I have always found this archetype fascinating. Not only has it been a big part of my own destiny (Chiron conjunct my North Node) but everyone born between 1950 and 1989 has Chiron opposite Uranus in their chart.

Meaning - there are MULTIPLE generations of wounded healers on this planet right now.

This means our core wounds (Chiron) are actually the gateway to our individuation (Uranus).

Not only that, since Uranus represents LONG TERM MEMORY (which includes memory from past lives), our core wounds could actually also be the gateway to HEALING MEMORIES FROM PAST LIVES.

Which is why for many, some of their deepest core wounds feel ANCIENT to them. To me, these core wounds literally feel like they’ve been going on for many lifetimes.

We are truly the generation of karma breakers and revolutionary healers.

Your deepest core wound is the gateway to you becoming the person you were meant to be.

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I do need explanations like this sometimes 😂
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When you stop being authentic and censor yourself because you are worried the mob will attack you or you pretend to support an ideology you don’t believe in, you aren’t in integrity. When you go along with something you *know* is wrong, that is when you sell your soul.

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What happened to Maui does not seem “natural”

The great reset

These entities work through institutions and humanity, pitting humans against each other, dividing and conquering. It’s a war on unseen levels.

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The clip above is from episode 16, part 2.

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KNOW YOUR NARCISSISM - Overt and Covert Narcissism and how LUCIFERIAN SPIRITS feed through the narcissistic wound

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We are in an epidemic of narcissism, yet, at the same time, the topic of narcissism has also gotten distorted and misused on social media and pop psychology.

As Dr.Jonathan Shedler wrote:

"In the psychodynamic tradition from which the term “narcissism” arose, narcissistic personality styles exist at different levels on a continuum of health pathology:
- at a healthier level (yes, there is healthy narcissism)
- at a neurotic level of personality organization
- at a more disturbed borderline level of personality organization
- and at a still more disturbed psychotic level.

These distinctions are lost in pop culture denoscriptions that portray all narcissistic people as arrogant, self-inflated, and exploitive when that is not at all the case.

There are two main manifestations of the pathological narcissistic personality:
- grandiose (or overt) narcissism
- vulnerable (or covert) narcissism

Most people are aware of the overt/grandiose narcissist since it is more obvious.

People with grandiose or overt narcissism present as self-important, ennoscriptd, and superior. Their narcissistic defenses are generally effective in keeping their feelings of inadequacy at bay, at least most of the time. Underneath the overt self-importance, however, lie deep feelings of fragility and inadequacy. The person works continually to shore up their fragile sense of self and makes use of others to support this effort. They need others as an audience to witness and affirm their importance.

In vulnerable or covert narcissism, in contrast, the narcissistic defenses against inadequacy fail. Rather than experiencing themselves as superior, people with covert narcissism experience themselves and come across to others as deflated, self-critical, and beaten down by life.

Although they often present symptoms of depression in clinical practice, they generally derive little benefit from treatments that specifically target these depressive symptoms. Beneath their suffering and self-criticism, clinicians often find that their inner life is dominated by fantasies of importance, success, and glory.

They are the main characters in their internal narratives --unappreciated, unrecognized, and denied their rightful place in the world. At different times, the same individual may present as either a grandiose or vulnerable narcissist, depending on how well their defenses are functioning at that point in time and how well the external world is cooperating with those defenses."[taken from the work of Dr. Jonathan Shedler]

Internet trolls and people constantly complaining on social media tend to be covert narcissists who also grapple with unconscious jealousy and envy, which results in shadow projection. Being stuck in victim/blame and "black-pilled" doom&gloom can also be an aspect of covert narcissism.

Both manifestations of narcissism lead to difficulties in developing and maintaining meaningful and lasting interpersonal connections. Ultimately, the person’s life feels painfully empty.

Both manifestations of narcissism (which manifest on a scale and different levels) have become normalized in today's cult-ure.

If we're really honest with ourselves, we can see parts of them in ourselves, too, that we act out unconsciously or that may pop up when we are disconnected from essence. I would say that most people suffer from covert narcissism and don't recognize it as such due to childhood wounding, which they may not be aware of because it may have happened pre-verbal or the abuse has become normalized and justified [for example, we see it in the rise of authoritarian parenting in the conservative dogmatic Christian crowd.]

From Rudolf Steiner's perspective, Lucerferian spirits are attracted to, feed off, and live in selfish, vain, grandiose, or hurt feelings [needing to "be respected"], self-pity, and self-importance - aspects of both types of pathological narcissism. In other words, they feed through the narcissistic wound.

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From a psychological trauma perspective, all narcissism is the result of trauma and childhood wounding (karma and past lives may tie into it as well), mostly from the age 0-7 when the necessary needs of the infant/young child were not met by the parents due to their emotional immaturity, unavailability, outdated abusive authoritative parenting (spanking, punishment, screaming, shaming, letting the child cry out alone, etc.), or because of the narcissism of the parent, who were (or one of them) trying to get their needs met through the child (emotional incest)

It's way more common than most people are aware of; hence, in my experience, everyone is narcissistically wounded to varying degrees (hence the development of the false personality mask) because no parents are perfect (yet, some were "good enough" so the narcissistic wound is not that severe and doesn't run one's life unconsciously)

The work is to re-parent oneself, free the suppressed toxic shame and other suppressed emotions of emotional pain, abandonment, inadequacy, insecurity (FEEL them with projecting them externally), purify them, and bring forth essence - the true Self.

The only way out is through. Anything else is just avoidance and masking it up and looking for endless supply externally to feed the narcissistic wound [and the Luciferian occult spirits.]

The other trap, of course, is spiritual bypassing which is very easy for the narcissistically wounded individual to do; hence a lot of overt/covert narcissists are in the New Age, spiritual and religious circles, over-estimating their level of being and awareness.

For more on that topic, listen to our podcast episode:
- DARK TRIAD PERSONALITY TYPES AND OCCULT FORCES
https://veilofreality.com/2023/08/04/dark-triad-personality-types-and-occult-forces-tcm-113-part-1/

Facebook just deleted this post about Maui

Warriors will accept the challenge and victims will look for someone to blame for their difficulties with this task. Which path will you choose?

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New Cosmic Matrix Podcast:
HOW TO BREAK CYCLES OF ANCESTRAL TRAUMA

Laura and I discuss intergenerational trauma, how we unconsciously inherit trauma and the shadow from our parents and family line, and how we can process and heal it. We talk about family constellation work, unconscious loyalty, and the hidden rules of the toxic family system, how child abuse has been normalized and woven into the culture for generations, the four unconscious themes that can get set in motion in a family, and much more.

LISTEN HERE: https://veilofreality.com/2023/08/18/how-to-break-cycles-of-ancestral-trauma-tcm-114-part-1/

Show Notes Part 1:

- The Left and Right different perspectives of trauma (polarized views)
- Parenting and Trauma
- Child abuse has been normalized and woven into the culture for generations
- Definition of Trauma and different types of Trauma
- Family Constellation work and “It didn’t start with you”
- We inherit trauma unconsciously
- The concept of unconscious loyalty
- The suppressed shadow and trauma in the family system
- How to become aware of unconscious family trauma
- True conscience (healthy guilt) vs. systemic (false) conscience of the family system (toxic guilt/shame)
- Hidden rules of the toxic family system
- The need to belong can keep us trapped in unconscious repetition compulsion
- How can we heal intergenerational trauma?
- The importance of accepting what is

In Part 2 (only for members), we go deeper into:

- The limitation of forgiveness
- The necessity for atonement
- Laura’s experience working with family constellation
- Bernhard’s story of his family trauma and how it affected him
- Trauma can skip a generation within the family
- The importance for parents to be self-aware and heal their trauma so they don’t give it to their children
- The four unconscious themes that get set in motion in families
- The child could reject the parent
- The child could experience an interrupted bond with a parent
- The child could merge with the mother or father’s pain
- The child could become identified with someone else in the family system besides the parent
- We attract friends, relationships, and business associates who display the very behaviors that we reject within ourselves
- What to look for and questions to ask yourself
- Ages that repeat and the morphogenetic field around the family system
- We are a generation of cycle breakers
- The Divine working through new psycho-somatic trauma therapy and modalities

LISTEN HERE: https://veilofreality.com/2023/08/18/how-to-break-cycles-of-ancestral-trauma-tcm-114-part-1/

My rant from IG stories about the censorship already happening around the devastating situation in Maui and what needs to happen in Pluto in Aquarius.
- Laura Matsue
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To donate directly to families affected please visit this link: https://instagram.com/lahaina_ohana_venmo

Hearing from several sources that they’re gearing up to push the covid narrative again in September and mask mandates will return and boosters will be pushed