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HYPERDIMENSIONAL HIJACKING, TRAUMA, AND RECLAIMING YOUR SOUL - EVE LORGEN
In this episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, anomalous trauma researcher and therapist Eve Lorgen speaks to Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue about how hyper-dimensional forces can hijack us via unresolved trauma and the importance of reclaiming our soul.
In the first hour, they speak about how hyperdimensional influences can affect love relationships, and how this relates to personality disorders and narcissistic abusive relationships. They also speak about traps of agreements affecting certain family/ancestral lines, how these agreements can even be made in past lives, and the importance of taking responsibility for your healing process and moving away from blame.
They also speak about CPTSD, spiritual bypassing, the importance of compassion, how unresolved trauma may cause paranoia, the importance of somatic work and going through the grieving process when healing, and the simplicity of Being.
In the second hour, they dive deeper and speak about the mRNA va@cks technology and how it may disconnect the soul from the body [soul harvesting], the globalist agenda to introduce a synthetic human via transhumanism and AI, why it’s important to not get trapped in the “mental realm” and the power of loving-kindness when engaging in the healing process.
They also speak about how the solutions are much simpler than we think, the red flag of spiritual materialism and seeking “more advanced” knowledge and information, how many people think they’ve worked through their “stuff” but are lying to themselves, the issue of gurus, coaches, therapists who have not worked through their own stuff becoming hosts for occult forces, how to get out of the doom & gloom fear mindset, and why it is of critical importance right now to reclaim our soul and reconnect to who we truly are in order to counteract the matrix agenda.
https://veilofreality.com/2021/04/12/hyperdimensional-hijacking-trauma-and-reclaiming-your-soul-eve-lorgen-tcm-57-part-1/
HYPERDIMENSIONAL HIJACKING, TRAUMA, AND RECLAIMING YOUR SOUL - EVE LORGEN
In this episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, anomalous trauma researcher and therapist Eve Lorgen speaks to Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue about how hyper-dimensional forces can hijack us via unresolved trauma and the importance of reclaiming our soul.
In the first hour, they speak about how hyperdimensional influences can affect love relationships, and how this relates to personality disorders and narcissistic abusive relationships. They also speak about traps of agreements affecting certain family/ancestral lines, how these agreements can even be made in past lives, and the importance of taking responsibility for your healing process and moving away from blame.
They also speak about CPTSD, spiritual bypassing, the importance of compassion, how unresolved trauma may cause paranoia, the importance of somatic work and going through the grieving process when healing, and the simplicity of Being.
In the second hour, they dive deeper and speak about the mRNA va@cks technology and how it may disconnect the soul from the body [soul harvesting], the globalist agenda to introduce a synthetic human via transhumanism and AI, why it’s important to not get trapped in the “mental realm” and the power of loving-kindness when engaging in the healing process.
They also speak about how the solutions are much simpler than we think, the red flag of spiritual materialism and seeking “more advanced” knowledge and information, how many people think they’ve worked through their “stuff” but are lying to themselves, the issue of gurus, coaches, therapists who have not worked through their own stuff becoming hosts for occult forces, how to get out of the doom & gloom fear mindset, and why it is of critical importance right now to reclaim our soul and reconnect to who we truly are in order to counteract the matrix agenda.
https://veilofreality.com/2021/04/12/hyperdimensional-hijacking-trauma-and-reclaiming-your-soul-eve-lorgen-tcm-57-part-1/
Piercing the Veil of Reality
Hyperdimensional Hijacking, Trauma, and Reclaiming Your Soul - Eve Lorgen | TCM #57 (Part 1)
In this episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, anomalous trauma researcher and therapist Eve Lorgen speaks to Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue about how hyper-dimensional forces can hijack us via unresolved trauma and the importance of reclaiming our soul.
Forwarded from Martin Geddes Channel
"Finally, in an email correspondence, Dr. Yeadon concluded, “I have latest taken to signing off with ‘May God save us’, because I think we need God now more than at any time since WW2.”" https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/exclusive-former-pfizer-vp-your-government-is-lying-to-you-in-a-way-that-could-lead-to-your-death
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EXCLUSIVE - Former Pfizer VP: ‘Your government is lying to you in a way that could lead to your death’ - LifeSite
‘Look out the window, and think, “why is my government lying to me about something so fundamental?” Because, I think the answer is, they are going to kill you using this method. They’re going to kill you and your family.’
Excellent Facebook group of first person accounts of covid “vaccine”/gene therapy side effects
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The news about them pausing administration of the Johnson and Johnson vaccine is good. But it is not being done out of an “abundance of caution” as is being reported. I’m so sick of the MSM propaganda covering up big pharma crimes with their doublespeak and lies.
There are been countless first person reports happening in covid vaccine reaction groups (link below) of people and their families and friends having severe reactions to this J&J vaccine along with the other brands out there. Severe reactions includes death, especially with people in their 70s and 80s.
Adverse reactions to the vaccine are being underreported. These are not rare events!
Vaccines in general are ineffective health treatments and cause more problems than they solve.
But this is not even technically a “vaccine”, it is “gene therapy”, the long term impact of we don’t know yet because it is humanity which is the experiment of that right now.
Living a holistically healthy life, which includes emotional/physical/spiritual health, healing trauma, eating a clean diet (chemical and GMO free)
that makes you feel healthy, clear, and strong, and becoming a sovereign self-sourced being by being healthy in mind/body & spirit (and commiting to this lifestyle every day of your life) will protect you from illness more than any of these big pharma racketeering operations.
Laura Matsue
There are been countless first person reports happening in covid vaccine reaction groups (link below) of people and their families and friends having severe reactions to this J&J vaccine along with the other brands out there. Severe reactions includes death, especially with people in their 70s and 80s.
Adverse reactions to the vaccine are being underreported. These are not rare events!
Vaccines in general are ineffective health treatments and cause more problems than they solve.
But this is not even technically a “vaccine”, it is “gene therapy”, the long term impact of we don’t know yet because it is humanity which is the experiment of that right now.
Living a holistically healthy life, which includes emotional/physical/spiritual health, healing trauma, eating a clean diet (chemical and GMO free)
that makes you feel healthy, clear, and strong, and becoming a sovereign self-sourced being by being healthy in mind/body & spirit (and commiting to this lifestyle every day of your life) will protect you from illness more than any of these big pharma racketeering operations.
Laura Matsue
Still a couple spots left in our private Embodied Soul Awakening group coaching program if anyone wants to get in at the last minute. This program is back by popular demand as it keeps selling out with a waiting list every time we run it, so we are answering the call as long as people keep asking for it!
Pre Work begins May 4th. 10 week program.
More info here: https://veilofreality.com/time-of-transition-embodied-soul-awakening/
Outline:
Do you feel overwhelmed by the current changes happening on this planet and feel the need to make deeper changes within yourself and your life?
Are you experiencing loneliness, losing friends and family as you start to awaken and feeling like you’re “in-between lives”?
Are you ready to engage in the process of holistic self-work (somatic, emotional, psychological, spiritual, esoteric) to align with the deeper calling of your soul/true Self in order to reach the next stage in the evolution of consciousness?
Do you want to gain a more esoteric understanding of the matrix forces and the cosmic changes currently happening in the world from a bigger picture perspective?
Are you looking for how to find your deeper direction in life, purpose, how to find healing and practical tools to help you navigate the chaos in the world?
Bernhard and Laura are offering this special private group program exploring the fundamentals of Self Work for a selected group of Spiritual Warriors.
Our intention is to not only help you step into your fullest creative potential through holistic self-work, but also helps you to get a better understanding of the current changes happening in the world during this Time of Transition.
There IS an evolution of consciousness occurring on this planet and you have a specific soul mission to carry out within these deep earth changes.
We are here to help give you all the tools you need to make this evolutionary jump into a new earth and era.
Apply here: www.awakenapply.com
Pre Work begins May 4th. 10 week program.
More info here: https://veilofreality.com/time-of-transition-embodied-soul-awakening/
Outline:
Do you feel overwhelmed by the current changes happening on this planet and feel the need to make deeper changes within yourself and your life?
Are you experiencing loneliness, losing friends and family as you start to awaken and feeling like you’re “in-between lives”?
Are you ready to engage in the process of holistic self-work (somatic, emotional, psychological, spiritual, esoteric) to align with the deeper calling of your soul/true Self in order to reach the next stage in the evolution of consciousness?
Do you want to gain a more esoteric understanding of the matrix forces and the cosmic changes currently happening in the world from a bigger picture perspective?
Are you looking for how to find your deeper direction in life, purpose, how to find healing and practical tools to help you navigate the chaos in the world?
Bernhard and Laura are offering this special private group program exploring the fundamentals of Self Work for a selected group of Spiritual Warriors.
Our intention is to not only help you step into your fullest creative potential through holistic self-work, but also helps you to get a better understanding of the current changes happening in the world during this Time of Transition.
There IS an evolution of consciousness occurring on this planet and you have a specific soul mission to carry out within these deep earth changes.
We are here to help give you all the tools you need to make this evolutionary jump into a new earth and era.
Apply here: www.awakenapply.com
Thetimeoftransition
Time of Transition: Embodied Soul Awakening
A 14-week course in Psychological and Spiritual Self-Work to Activate your Soul Potential on Multidimensional Levels
Media is too big
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BREAKING: Part 1 - CNN Director ADMITS Network Engaged in ‘Propaganda’ to Remove Trump from Presidency … ‘Our Focus Was to Get Trump Out of Office’ … ‘I Came to CNN Because I Wanted to Be a Part of That’
Via project veritas
Via project veritas
The biggest oxymoron: yoga teachers, spiritual leaders/teachers, somatic/embodiment therapists/teachers, healers, energy workers, bodyworkers/massage therapists, and anyone in the "wellness industry" taking the j[a]b. It couldn't be more of a testimony of being out of touch with your body, spirit, and soul. True colors revealed. The ultimate litmus test for embodied [self]awareness. 5-10 years from now they will see what they have done and the truth will reveal itself more and more and it is not going to be a pretty picture. For now, they laugh at us, gaslight us, and ridicule us with their ad hominem "conspiracy theorist" attack [logical fallacy] and socially conditioned virtue signaling. May God have mercy on their soul for they do not know what they do, programmed like lambs to the slaughter.
"In the intoxication of youthful successes I had felt myself to be infallible, and I was therefore cruel. In the surfeit of power I was a murderer, and an oppressor.
In my most evil moments I was convinced that I was doing good, and I was well supplied with systematic arguments. And it was only when I lay there on rotting prison straw that I sensed within myself the first stirrings of good.
Gradually it was disclosed to me that the line separating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties either—but right through every human heart—and through all human hearts. This line shifts.
Inside us, it oscillates with the years. And even within hearts overwhelmed by evil, one small bridgehead of good is retained. And even in the best of all hearts, there remains … an unuprooted small corner of evil."
- Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
In my most evil moments I was convinced that I was doing good, and I was well supplied with systematic arguments. And it was only when I lay there on rotting prison straw that I sensed within myself the first stirrings of good.
Gradually it was disclosed to me that the line separating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties either—but right through every human heart—and through all human hearts. This line shifts.
Inside us, it oscillates with the years. And even within hearts overwhelmed by evil, one small bridgehead of good is retained. And even in the best of all hearts, there remains … an unuprooted small corner of evil."
- Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
The brighter the light,
The darker the shadow
We are burning in the fire of our mother's love
Her merciless compassion
Has brought us all here
To the darkest night before dawn
We are in a collective dark night of the soul
The bardos
The inbetween realm
We are resting in the unknown
The space between life and death
Lifetime after lifetime,
We eventually learn
That samsara will never bring lasting joy,
And only the divine can fill our hearts with the grace we need
To be reborn
Into new life
When we remember this
Every fall
Becomes a feather bed
Resting in Her arms
We can surrender
Into death
And when we finally
Surrender
We find that we learn how to truly LIVE
Every moment is a gift
Every breath is a miracle
And our lives are not our own
Our mother is calling us home
Back to earth
To our bodies
To our feelings
To our grief
To our deepest fears
To our mortality
An initiation into love
Through the human experience
As we rest in the mud
As the lotus grows within
- Laura Matsue
The darker the shadow
We are burning in the fire of our mother's love
Her merciless compassion
Has brought us all here
To the darkest night before dawn
We are in a collective dark night of the soul
The bardos
The inbetween realm
We are resting in the unknown
The space between life and death
Lifetime after lifetime,
We eventually learn
That samsara will never bring lasting joy,
And only the divine can fill our hearts with the grace we need
To be reborn
Into new life
When we remember this
Every fall
Becomes a feather bed
Resting in Her arms
We can surrender
Into death
And when we finally
Surrender
We find that we learn how to truly LIVE
Every moment is a gift
Every breath is a miracle
And our lives are not our own
Our mother is calling us home
Back to earth
To our bodies
To our feelings
To our grief
To our deepest fears
To our mortality
An initiation into love
Through the human experience
As we rest in the mud
As the lotus grows within
- Laura Matsue
New Zealand is turning into a medical tyranny
https://twitter.com/berniespofforth/status/1380793390099542016
https://twitter.com/berniespofforth/status/1380793390099542016
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Bernie's Tweets
Implementing the ‘No jab, no job’ policy, New Zealand PM outlines that private companies will also be ‘obliged’ to ensure employees are vaccinated. My body, my choice becomes My body, state choice. #CovidVaccine #NoVaccinePassports
Forwarded from Jordan Sather
Mick Jagger and Dave Grohl make fun of vaccine skeptics in their new song.
Sell outs confirmed.
https://www.dailywire.com/news/mick-jagger-dave-grohl-compare-people-who-wont-get-covid-vaccine-to-flat-earthers
Sell outs confirmed.
https://www.dailywire.com/news/mick-jagger-dave-grohl-compare-people-who-wont-get-covid-vaccine-to-flat-earthers
The Daily Wire
Mick Jagger, Dave Grohl Compare People Who Won’t Get COVID Vaccine To Flat-Earthers
The Rolling Stones frontman Mick Jagger and Dave Grohl of The Foo Fighters joined forces to release a solo single “Easy Sleazy” that celebrates life after the pandemic lockdown and trolls people who may be hesitant to get the COVID-19 vaccine.
Forwarded from Project Veritas
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BREAKING: Part 2 - CNN Director Reveals That Network Practices ‘Art of Manipulation’ to “Change The World”
“COVID? Gangbusters with ratings right? Which is why we constantly have the death toll on the side…let’s make it higher”
“No such thing as unbiased news.”
#ExposeCNN
“COVID? Gangbusters with ratings right? Which is why we constantly have the death toll on the side…let’s make it higher”
“No such thing as unbiased news.”
#ExposeCNN
BURNING MAN FESTIVAL OFFICIALLY REQUIRES V@CKS AND V@CKS CARDS for anyone attending this year's festival plus possibly having to show a negative KH0vid (PCR) test before entering but at the very least you have to have the j[a]b. [see the video below starting at 1:35min]
I can't say I'm surprised since Burning Man has always been a CIA COINTELLPRO social engineering project to hijack the counter cult-ure and so far they've been doing an incredible job [kudos to the matrix overlords]. I've written about it already back in 2012 and everything I wrote about is getting more and more confirmed.
To be politically and spiritually "correct" as I always am [not] and with utmost compassion [sincerely], what kind of special idiot or how severely brainwashed you have to be to get a genetically modifying experimental v@cks to attend a festival based on a "p@n[d]emik" with a 99.97 % survival rate?
This is Burning Man 2.0, the ultimate social experiment that will lead to Burning Man 3.0 when no v@cks cards are needed because people willingly will get the microchip implanted which the Pentagon recently announced. Joseph "Angel of Death" Mengele would have loved so many volunteers for his eugenics experiments. CIA Project Paperclip is well alive.
Now that's the freedom to party for!
There is nothing counter-culture about Burning Man whatsoever. It completely follows the party line of Big Brother, Big Pharma, and the Mockingbird MSM plus it fully supports the pathological leftist Marxist infused "Woke" agenda. It's all on display on their website.
https://vimeo.com/535159655
I can't say I'm surprised since Burning Man has always been a CIA COINTELLPRO social engineering project to hijack the counter cult-ure and so far they've been doing an incredible job [kudos to the matrix overlords]. I've written about it already back in 2012 and everything I wrote about is getting more and more confirmed.
To be politically and spiritually "correct" as I always am [not] and with utmost compassion [sincerely], what kind of special idiot or how severely brainwashed you have to be to get a genetically modifying experimental v@cks to attend a festival based on a "p@n[d]emik" with a 99.97 % survival rate?
This is Burning Man 2.0, the ultimate social experiment that will lead to Burning Man 3.0 when no v@cks cards are needed because people willingly will get the microchip implanted which the Pentagon recently announced. Joseph "Angel of Death" Mengele would have loved so many volunteers for his eugenics experiments. CIA Project Paperclip is well alive.
Now that's the freedom to party for!
There is nothing counter-culture about Burning Man whatsoever. It completely follows the party line of Big Brother, Big Pharma, and the Mockingbird MSM plus it fully supports the pathological leftist Marxist infused "Woke" agenda. It's all on display on their website.
https://vimeo.com/535159655
Vimeo
What’s New With Burning Man? With CEO Marian Goodell
This is "What’s New With Burning Man? With CEO Marian Goodell" by Burning Man on Vimeo, the home for high quality videos and the people who love them.
"Christ once said that those who enter the house from the windows are thieves. There are thieves who enter the Intuitional Plane through hallucinogenic drugs, alcohol, and so on. Because they are not trained, disciplined, and ready, they damage their brains and lose their logic – sometimes permanently.
When a person forces his way into the Intuitional Plane without preparation and through artificial means, he not only distorts his intuitional mechanism but he also harms his mental mechanism. When he returns to his level of focus in the personality, his consciousness functions by the impressions of the Intuitional Plane and loses the ability to handle the affairs of his personality.
This is a disturbance in equilibrium. Most mental illness and strange behaviors are related to such an experience. Sometimes it takes years of heavy labor to anchor the consciousness again in the concrete mental plane and then cut the influence from the Intuitional Plane. This often leads the soul into gross materialism and pleasure-seeking efforts. For a long time, the evolution of such soul is delayed in the slums of material life."
- Torkom Saraydarian, Consciousness Vol.2
https://veilofreality.com/2018/02/24/altered-states-entrapment-plant-medicine-manipulation/
When a person forces his way into the Intuitional Plane without preparation and through artificial means, he not only distorts his intuitional mechanism but he also harms his mental mechanism. When he returns to his level of focus in the personality, his consciousness functions by the impressions of the Intuitional Plane and loses the ability to handle the affairs of his personality.
This is a disturbance in equilibrium. Most mental illness and strange behaviors are related to such an experience. Sometimes it takes years of heavy labor to anchor the consciousness again in the concrete mental plane and then cut the influence from the Intuitional Plane. This often leads the soul into gross materialism and pleasure-seeking efforts. For a long time, the evolution of such soul is delayed in the slums of material life."
- Torkom Saraydarian, Consciousness Vol.2
https://veilofreality.com/2018/02/24/altered-states-entrapment-plant-medicine-manipulation/
Piercing the Veil of Reality
Altered States of Entrapment: The Plant Medicine Manipulation
The “medicine”world” is “tainted”, with lots of abuse and interferences taking place, especially since it all has become so popular and hyped. There are many issues with these power plants during this time and age of upheaval, especially in regards to the…
Look at the eyes. They say it all. Wetiko coming through. Occult archonic take-over. Like an unconscious MK-ultra mind program victim worshipping his captors/chains. Or in layman’s terms: pathology normalized. The comments of other people “cheering” for their j@b are also disturbing. Welcome to the zombie apocalypse. someone else described it perfectly: Reading the replies in this thread is like listening to an insane asylum podcast.
https://twitter.com/matthewamiller/status/1382330390631882758?s=21
https://twitter.com/matthewamiller/status/1382330390631882758?s=21
Twitter
Matthew Miller
Did not quite anticipate the wave of euphoria and emotion that comes with that first shot. Go get your vaccine, folks. Best feeling you’ll have had in a year.
“You will see that in life you receive exactly what you give. Your life is the mirror of what you are. It is in your image. You are passive, blind, demanding. You take all, you accept all, without feeling any obligation. Your attitude toward the world and toward life is the attitude of one who has the right to make demands and to take, who has no need to pay or to earn. You believe that all things are your due, simply because it is you! All your blindness is there! None of this strikes your attention. And yet this is what keeps one world separate from another world.
You have no measure with which to measure yourself. You live exclusively according to “I like” or “I don´t like,” you have no appreciation except for yourself. You recognize nothing above you – theoretically, logically, perhaps, but actually no. That is why you are demanding and continue to believe that everything is cheap and that you have enough in your pocket to buy everything you like. You recognize nothing above you, either outside yourself or inside. That is why, I repeat, you have no measure and live passively according to your likes and dislikes.
Yes, your “appreciation of yourself” blinds you. It is the biggest obstacle to a new life. You must be able to get over this obstacle, this threshold, before going further. This test divides men into two kinds: the “wheat” and the “chaff.” No matter how intelligent, how gifted, how brilliant a man may be, if he does not change his appreciation of himself, there will be no hope for an inner development, for a work toward self-knowledge, for a true becoming. He will remain such as he is all his life.
The first requirement, the first condition, the first test for one who wishes to work on himself is to change his appreciation of himself. He must not imagine, not simply believe or think, but see things in himself which he has never seen before, see them actually. His appreciation will never be able to change as long as he sees nothing in himself. And in order to see, he must learn to see; this is the first initiation of man into self-knowledge.
First of all, he has to know what he must look at. When he knows, he must make efforts, keep his attention, look constantly with persistence. Only through maintaining his attention, and not forgetting to look, one day, perhaps, he will be able to see. If he sees one time he can see a second time, and if that continues he will no longer be able not to see. This is the state to be looked for, it is the aim of our observation; it is from there that the true wish will be born, the irresistible wish to become: from cold we shall become warm, vibrant; we shall be touched by our reality.
Today we have nothing but the illusion of what we are. We think too highly of ourselves. We do not respect ourselves. In order to respect myself, I have to recognize a part in myself which is above the other parts, and my attitude toward this part should bear witness to the respect that I have for it. In this way I shall respect myself. And my relations with others will be governed by the same respect.
You must understand that all the other measures – talent, education, culture, genius – are changing measures, measures of detail. The only exact measure, the only unchanging, objective real measure is the measure of inner vision. I see – I see myself – by this, you have measured. With one higher real part, you have measured another lower part, also real. And this measure, defining by itself the role of each part, will lead you to respect for yourself.
But you will see that it is not easy. And it is not cheap. You must pay dearly. For bad payers, lazy people, parasites, no hope. You must pay, pay a lot, and pay immediately, pay in advance. Pay with yourself. By sincere, conscientious, disinterested efforts. The more you are prepared to pay without economizing, without cheating, without any falsification, the more you will receive. And from that time on you will become acquainted with your nature.
You have no measure with which to measure yourself. You live exclusively according to “I like” or “I don´t like,” you have no appreciation except for yourself. You recognize nothing above you – theoretically, logically, perhaps, but actually no. That is why you are demanding and continue to believe that everything is cheap and that you have enough in your pocket to buy everything you like. You recognize nothing above you, either outside yourself or inside. That is why, I repeat, you have no measure and live passively according to your likes and dislikes.
Yes, your “appreciation of yourself” blinds you. It is the biggest obstacle to a new life. You must be able to get over this obstacle, this threshold, before going further. This test divides men into two kinds: the “wheat” and the “chaff.” No matter how intelligent, how gifted, how brilliant a man may be, if he does not change his appreciation of himself, there will be no hope for an inner development, for a work toward self-knowledge, for a true becoming. He will remain such as he is all his life.
The first requirement, the first condition, the first test for one who wishes to work on himself is to change his appreciation of himself. He must not imagine, not simply believe or think, but see things in himself which he has never seen before, see them actually. His appreciation will never be able to change as long as he sees nothing in himself. And in order to see, he must learn to see; this is the first initiation of man into self-knowledge.
First of all, he has to know what he must look at. When he knows, he must make efforts, keep his attention, look constantly with persistence. Only through maintaining his attention, and not forgetting to look, one day, perhaps, he will be able to see. If he sees one time he can see a second time, and if that continues he will no longer be able not to see. This is the state to be looked for, it is the aim of our observation; it is from there that the true wish will be born, the irresistible wish to become: from cold we shall become warm, vibrant; we shall be touched by our reality.
Today we have nothing but the illusion of what we are. We think too highly of ourselves. We do not respect ourselves. In order to respect myself, I have to recognize a part in myself which is above the other parts, and my attitude toward this part should bear witness to the respect that I have for it. In this way I shall respect myself. And my relations with others will be governed by the same respect.
You must understand that all the other measures – talent, education, culture, genius – are changing measures, measures of detail. The only exact measure, the only unchanging, objective real measure is the measure of inner vision. I see – I see myself – by this, you have measured. With one higher real part, you have measured another lower part, also real. And this measure, defining by itself the role of each part, will lead you to respect for yourself.
But you will see that it is not easy. And it is not cheap. You must pay dearly. For bad payers, lazy people, parasites, no hope. You must pay, pay a lot, and pay immediately, pay in advance. Pay with yourself. By sincere, conscientious, disinterested efforts. The more you are prepared to pay without economizing, without cheating, without any falsification, the more you will receive. And from that time on you will become acquainted with your nature.