so apparently one of my inner demons just manifested itself as a literal telegram message for me to read

a complete stranger just messaged me to tell me i complain too much and that's why people don't talk to me or w/e

this person is not in my channel, i've never spoken with them, never heard of them (if i have, they weren't notable enough for me to remember…

i cannot possibly think of where this person came from or how they know about my "complaining too much" if they're not in this channel or i'm not directly speaking to them

https://news.1rj.ru/str/torzone/105 that's really weird because they scrolled up as far as they, read everything they did, and felt enough devotion to a channel they weren't even in to want to spend time to send me a message like that

kill meee

https://news.1rj.ru/str/torzone/120 ooooh