the whole college application process is so convoluted and pointlessly complex that it's giving me depression

oh no

my mom just told me a very, very bad story

:((((

it's

depression time

i'm sorry

tfw too sad to go to bed

sorry i left a couple channels, not having a good night rn

i think i'm going back to 2016-level depression

probably temporarily

fyi i was hospitalized in 2016 for suicidal ideation

i had a plan and everything

if anyone cares, say something

please

the silence is deafening

the loneliness is crushing

and the nagging thoughts keep getting stronger

i need something

someone