Hey guys, little update from me

Two days ago, i was fired from work, they put an end to my probation period cause i didn't show up one day bc i was sick and 2 times i asked to go 1h early, so they said i wasn't reliable, they can't trust me so they let me go, so yeah, shitty times

So i'm looking for another job times will be hard till then, so if you can, you can help by donating to my paypal, and i'm trying to set something up to thank you if you do but for now i'm just able to thank you from the bottom of my heart

Paypal.me/bmt13

just downed another pint

swim went awful and i feel horrible

*sits down with dad*
"how was it?"
"good"

why is reddit so hateful & transphobic

talking abt mental health in class and i'm very uncomfy

TAKEN FROM CARL'S STREAM https://news.1rj.ru/str/just_hmmm/17824

mood

And my grandma gossips with her and so she knows more about me than I ever wanted her to

some guy on reddit just said trans people aren't real and a man can never become a woman

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

This is going to sound absolutely crazy but I just remembered something from my childhood

I don't have many memories from when I was 5, but one of the only things I can remember is pretty scary and I'm not sure if it was a dream or just my brain playing tricks on me.

In the very corner of my room I had my dresser and on it, a TV. The dresser was put diagonally in the corner, so there was some space behind it. My bed was on the opposite end of the wall so it made the TV easier to see. I woke up in the middle of the night one night and all I remember is seeing like, a skeleton slowly rise up behind the dresser and just stare at me. It was so creepy. Being five, I got really scared and I went under the covers for a really long time absolutely terrified, when I managed to work up the courage to peek out again there was nothing there. But I remember staring at it for a couple of seconds. I'm pretty sure it was a skeleton, but it was really dark in my room since I didn't have a night light so I mainly just saw it as a shadow-y figure. It scared the shit out of me. For some reason I never brought it up with anybody, after I went to sleep and woke up I guess I forgot about it or just didn't care that much or something. I was a kid who didn't talk much even with stuff like this. I might have said something about it to my parents but I don't remember because I was so young I don't really have a memory of much else. Now, I don't believe in the paranormal, I'm always pretty skeptical, but I remember it pretty vividly. It could have just been a lucid dream or my eyes playing tricks on me in the darkness, but it's still pretty eerie thinking back on it.

I made (another) chat for musicians, producers, or anyone that's generally interested in music creation. Even if you don't know how to make music but want to learn or are curious, feel free to join! I love teaching music to people - no matter the skill level

It would be appreciated if you could spread this message too, trying to get as many people as possible to join.

https://news.1rj.ru/str/producerchat

goodnigt

hii

just showered

hi how is everyone

i made a chat

ugh family dinner is so stressful

and dysphoria?