In my dark times I'll be going back to these streets
Promising everything I do not mean
In my dark times, baby this is all I could be
Only my mother could love me for me

When I feel like shit , I dress like shit and I wish people didn't have alot to say when I wear a shirt on top of my hoodie cause that's how I feel

ذهنم اختیار اندیشه‌هاش رو از دست داده و احساس می‌کنم هیچ هویت روانی ندارم.

I'm so full of negativity

Liberia, 2001

Occasion for a moment’s despair,’ he thought, ‘if I’d been standing here purely by chance, and not from choice’.

Shinzo wo sasagayo

No other life forms know they are alive, and neither do they know they will die. This is our curse alone. Without this hex upon our heads, we would never have withdrawn as far as we have from the natural—so far and for such a time that it is a relief to say what we have been trying with our all not to say: We have long since been denizens of the natural world. Everywhere around us are natural habitats, but within us is the shiver of startling and dreadful things. Simply put: We are not from here. If we vanished tomorrow, no organism on this planet would miss us. Nothing in nature needs us.

- Thomas Ligotti, The Conspiracy Against the Human Race