I don't get life

"It must be great to know what you want to do. I've got no idea at all. I just go from one day to the next."

Note to self 7

I know it's tough, but you've been through worse, so stay and keep your head up.

Walt Whitman, “Who Learns My Lessons Complete”.

It's not about havin' someone to love me anymore

“it’ll pass”

You're my river running high
Run deep, run wild

“The bitter taste of loneliness filled my mouth as I laid in silence. Like a caged bird I felt trapped within the confines of trauma unable to reach out, afraid of everyone who could hurt me. All I wanted was to be safe yet being safe also meant being alone so the taste always seemed to linger in my mouth.”