― Mary Oliver, August

Grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change

Courage to change the things i can.

And wisdom to know the difference.

God have mercy on the man who doubts what he's sure of

September

Oh man, I was so tormented and everything felt like such a nightmare during the process of finally breaking free. But I’ve been freed from the most superficial person and the personal hell I had trapped myself in. A hell filled with unmet desires and wishes. If the separation process had taken any longer, I probably would have borrowed a pillow from James Sunderland.

Change has its enemies.

Fun things to do/feel at your 20s:
- sharing hate
- constantly feel like you’re behind
- disappointe people
- diagnose yourself with issues that doesn’t exist
- being identified as autistic