Oh man, I was so tormented and everything felt like such a nightmare during the process of finally breaking free. But I’ve been freed from the most superficial person and the personal hell I had trapped myself in. A hell filled with unmet desires and wishes. If the separation process had taken any longer, I probably would have borrowed a pillow from James Sunderland.

Change has its enemies.

Fun things to do/feel at your 20s:
- sharing hate
- constantly feel like you’re behind
- disappointe people
- diagnose yourself with issues that doesn’t exist
- being identified as autistic

None but the lonely heart
knows what I suffer!
Alone and parted
from all joy,
I see the firmament
in that direction.

Alas, who loves and knows me
is far away.
I'm dizzy, it burns
my entrails.
None but the lonely heart
knows what I suffer.

1:25 Alive!

Good Mo