Just existing is like standing still while things speed by you. It's not having a purpose or a reason to wake up the next morning
That is miserable.

"If you asked me who I am, the only answer i could give with any certainty would be my name. For the rest: my loves, my hates, down even to my deepest desires, i can no longer say whether these emotions are my own or stolen from those i once so desperately wished to be"

the worst part of every day is starting it

"Kill me with art, poems and songs, I am not a being that dies by bullets."

The Soul selects her own Society Then shuts the Door

_Emily Dickinson

- I kill people I like.

“I start a picture and I finish it. I don't think about art while I work. I try to think about life.” 
-Jean-Michel Basquiat (December 22, 1960 – August 12, 1988).

خسته شدم از بی دلیل عصبانی بودنم

رفقا جدن نیاز دارم سال ها از هر نوع بشری فاصله بگیرم

به قول کافکا عطش من همچنان برای تنها بودن ادامه دارد.

The Rose King (1986) Dir. Werner Schroeter

"But in my arms she was always Lolita."

When kafka said "all the love in the world is useless when there is total lack of understanding" and when richard siken said “if you love me, you don’t love me in a way I understand.”