It gave me a one song break...

Then slammed me down into relationship grief mode

https://open.spotify.com/track/1nYzjrdVQ8RpF93M0jPFW7

Mum asked about my awol bf. Cuz she knew him, one of my highschool sweethearts.

I still have no idea how hes doing. Past the 2 year mark? Of no-contact In August.

I needed this but fuuuuuck i wasnt ready.

Gdi spotify

Shut up

Lol

S c r e a m i n g [in my head]

How often have i deliberately done this to myself for AI to just know to build it up to the dam breaking then shutting it long enough to slam it back open?

I'm ok with it but its never not rough.

Need a GD therapist.
Need to get back on insurance.

A breather 🥰🎶🥹

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Wdj4wRDYS7aT4CoPS0mAH

Strumming at my heartstrings.

I blame myself for failing him when he was still able to answer a call or reply to a text. So many missed opportunities. Gone.

https://open.spotify.com/track/7zw6nQHTwml1mVuQDf5V6k

Changed playlist to wrap up my cry sesh. Yes deliberately get the last out & ill swap to my bedtime one soon after.

The first. Song.

Yup thisll work 😭😭😭

https://open.spotify.com/track/5waXXk9DjEZ7LvaeDylbte