Wandering Wondering Mirror
https://open.spotify.com/track/54KFQB6N4pn926IUUYZGzK
S c r e a m i n g [in my head]
How often have i deliberately done this to myself for AI to just know to build it up to the dam breaking then shutting it long enough to slam it back open?
I'm ok with it but its never not rough.
Need a GD therapist.
Need to get back on insurance.
How often have i deliberately done this to myself for AI to just know to build it up to the dam breaking then shutting it long enough to slam it back open?
I'm ok with it but its never not rough.
Need a GD therapist.
Need to get back on insurance.
Wandering Wondering Mirror
Mum asked about my awol bf. Cuz she knew him, one of my highschool sweethearts. I still have no idea how hes doing. Past the 2 year mark? Of no-contact In August. I needed this but fuuuuuck i wasnt ready.
Strumming at my heartstrings.
I blame myself for failing him when he was still able to answer a call or reply to a text. So many missed opportunities. Gone.
https://open.spotify.com/track/7zw6nQHTwml1mVuQDf5V6k
I blame myself for failing him when he was still able to answer a call or reply to a text. So many missed opportunities. Gone.
https://open.spotify.com/track/7zw6nQHTwml1mVuQDf5V6k
Spotify
Break My Heart Again
FINNEAS · Blood Harmony (Deluxe) · Song · 2020
Changed playlist to wrap up my cry sesh. Yes deliberately get the last out & ill swap to my bedtime one soon after.
The first. Song.
The first. Song.