Mum asked about my awol bf. Cuz she knew him, one of my highschool sweethearts. I still have no idea how hes doing. Past the 2 year mark? Of no-contact In August. I needed this but fuuuuuck i wasnt ready.

Strumming at my heartstrings. I blame myself for failing him when he was still able to answer a call or reply to a text. So many missed opportunities. Gone. https://open.spotify.com/track/7zw6nQHTwml1mVuQDf5V6k

Changed playlist to wrap up my cry sesh. Yes deliberately get the last out & ill swap to my bedtime one soon after. The first. Song.

Bedtime playlist after this one 😭😭😭 https://open.spotify.com/track/4kOA5VwmLHxSxo5FbQ9aJY