Finally
My diary

What is obvious is it's not my first day of life so this diary will show my thoughts about my daily life from now. Everybody have a past that influence their presents.

Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

I have works to do, so I should write a "to do list" to do them right.

Oh God, so much to do

Let's do it by S‌RTF method for motivation
SRTF = short remaining time first

Every single of my body cells are working to live and keep me alive it would be a disgrace if I give up and don't try to solve my problems.

I will do what I think it's right till the end.

I have been told to talk less, so I decided not to talk with that person, because when someone tells you to talk less, means he/she can decide when you can talk, though he/she can't.

So I only give him/her a simple answer to direct questions untill he/she begs me to talk with him/her

You can say : I'm not in a good mood, please live me alone Or I can't talk to you right now, instead.

YOU CAN'T CONTROL MY BEHAVIORS AND ACTIONS AGAINST MY WILL.