A nice meal at a peaceful place make me calm and relieved.

A friend suggested me to watch The Menu (2022),so I watched it.
I really enjoyed it and had empathy with chéf.

I was louder and had more energy before, now I'm calm and more silent.
Everybody begins to get worried and asks about my feeling.
I'm OK.
I just don't enjoy your company like before.

“The difference between depression and sadness is that sadness is just from happenstance. Whatever happened or didn’t happen for you, or grief or whatever it is. Depression is your body saying ‘fuck you, I don’t want to be this character anymore. I don’t want to hold up this avatar that you created. And the world is too much for me,’”

Jim Carrey

Am I depressed or just sad?

In my opinion, feeling can transform.
Anger can turn into grief. Love turns into hate.

Where do my feelings really come from?

Oh God, I should stop being sorry for myself. My life will never change until I change it.

Not once or twice, I should change it every day and every second to a better condition.

So encouraging photo 😁

Suffered from a choice made by his kind heart, Untill get his freedom back by another despicable hero.

What was his sin? Saving the worship of his relatives from being freezed

Is it right to deceive someone who wants to be deceived?

It's not right to break your codes.
Maybe he/she deserves that but you are better than breaking your own codes

Leave people neglecting your codes.

I should show you my limits and codes and you can ask about them and we will discuss about them but you can't disrespect me by ignoring them.

Some people can read War and Peace and come away thinking it's a simple adventure story, Others can read the ingredients on a chewing gum wrapper and unlock the secrets of the universe.


Lex Luthor

I think I really waste my time today, Time to use some mood boosters.

خیلی دلم میخواست این هم انگلیسی بنویسم ولی مهارت انگلیسیم یاری نمی‌کرد افکار و احساسات توی ذهنم رو بازگو کنم.

فرض کن، همه ی کارهای مهاجرت رو انجام بدی، ایمیل زدن ها، وقت سفارت، آزمون زبان، رزومه،انگیزه نامه
از همه‌ی رفقات خداحافظی کنی، از پدر و مادرت
توی کشور مقصد، جا و دانشگاه رو هماهنگ کرده باشی

آخرش روی هوا با موشک بزنندت

آقا، اصلا آواکس بود، اصلا هرچی
چرا دروغ میگید؟ مگه با بچه طرفید؟

بعد از سه سال، همچنان جو رو امنیتی نگه داشتید، همچنان نقاط ابهام آمیز توی پرونده داریم.

سعی دارم هویتم رو مشخص نکنم
ولی اگر برام مهم نبود ،حرف خیلی زیاد بود، خیلی

حالا که قفلش شکسته شد
از این به بعد، بیشتر فارسی مینویسم
با اینکه کار خودم رو میکنم به هر حال ولی اگر نظری دارید، ری اکشن بدید.

Right now
I have some conversations with 4 persons about 4 things:
1. FMT
2. Would European people rather to date Asian people or not?
3. SYML 's new music
4. What should we buy for mother's day?

FMT = Fecal microbiota transplant

If you wanna ruin your reputation and your relationship with me, raise your voice for me.

اگر این حرکت رو بکنید، رابطه ی ما هرگز مثل قبلش نمیشه