Every single of my body cells are working to live and keep me alive it would be a disgrace if I give up and don't try to solve my problems.

I will do what I think it's right till the end.

I have been told to talk less, so I decided not to talk with that person, because when someone tells you to talk less, means he/she can decide when you can talk, though he/she can't.

So I only give him/her a simple answer to direct questions untill he/she begs me to talk with him/her

You can say : I'm not in a good mood, please live me alone Or I can't talk to you right now, instead.

YOU CAN'T CONTROL MY BEHAVIORS AND ACTIONS AGAINST MY WILL.

How isn't there any standard paperwork routine in government? An employee does a same work and want complete different evidences😐

Will I have something to be happy for rest of my life in this way I put steps in it?

I really don't understand people who say money isn't important, almost all my problem will be solved by 30 grand dollars.

If money can't buy you happiness, give all your money to me, at least, help someone be happy😁

A nice meal at a peaceful place make me calm and relieved.

A friend suggested me to watch The Menu (2022),so I watched it.
I really enjoyed it and had empathy with chéf.

I was louder and had more energy before, now I'm calm and more silent.
Everybody begins to get worried and asks about my feeling.
I'm OK.
I just don't enjoy your company like before.

“The difference between depression and sadness is that sadness is just from happenstance. Whatever happened or didn’t happen for you, or grief or whatever it is. Depression is your body saying ‘fuck you, I don’t want to be this character anymore. I don’t want to hold up this avatar that you created. And the world is too much for me,’”

Jim Carrey

Am I depressed or just sad?

In my opinion, feeling can transform.
Anger can turn into grief. Love turns into hate.

Where do my feelings really come from?

Oh God, I should stop being sorry for myself. My life will never change until I change it.

Not once or twice, I should change it every day and every second to a better condition.

So encouraging photo 😁

Suffered from a choice made by his kind heart, Untill get his freedom back by another despicable hero.

What was his sin? Saving the worship of his relatives from being freezed

Is it right to deceive someone who wants to be deceived?

It's not right to break your codes.
Maybe he/she deserves that but you are better than breaking your own codes

Leave people neglecting your codes.

I should show you my limits and codes and you can ask about them and we will discuss about them but you can't disrespect me by ignoring them.