But I've been putting my foot down or threatening it to go in places it shouldn't

Like house full of people any of them can be chosen to go to the store but it's always me because i push a cart "So well"

Anyways boundrys have been sit if they are crossed they are told so I am very tired of being both walked on and treated like a sick mentally challenged 4 year old every day

Daily drawing has been helping too just gives me something different to do while I work to build a life I should of already had but was forced into indentured servitude

Making strides really

Trying my hardest to get a job I think I can hold so I don't have to beg or... sell myself for cash anymore and jobs are hard for me I was never allowed one untill it became a problem for me specifically (yes they would forbid me from a job saying I don't need one and that I need to be there with them taking care of them because I owe them)

So having zero job experience at 25 really throws a huge wrench in your life plans

But all I can really do is try

If I want escape I gotta try to escape

And I really

Really

Want to escape this house

I can go on for days the bullshit they've put me through and they wounder why I don't wanna come talk to them or see them or really do anything with them other than see them when I come out my room

But yeah

Wanted that out there

It's the internet it doesn't matter if you see behind the puppy facade I've expertly crafted to make people think I was okay

Well I say expertly I've broken down no telling how many times

OH I forgot I was going somewhere this morning I got in a mad rush to go to the store

Wanted to say I'm okay I'm better

Puppy question time