Making strides really

Trying my hardest to get a job I think I can hold so I don't have to beg or... sell myself for cash anymore and jobs are hard for me I was never allowed one untill it became a problem for me specifically (yes they would forbid me from a job saying I don't need one and that I need to be there with them taking care of them because I owe them)

So having zero job experience at 25 really throws a huge wrench in your life plans

But all I can really do is try

If I want escape I gotta try to escape

And I really

Really

Want to escape this house

I can go on for days the bullshit they've put me through and they wounder why I don't wanna come talk to them or see them or really do anything with them other than see them when I come out my room

But yeah

Wanted that out there

It's the internet it doesn't matter if you see behind the puppy facade I've expertly crafted to make people think I was okay

Well I say expertly I've broken down no telling how many times

OH I forgot I was going somewhere this morning I got in a mad rush to go to the store

Wanted to say I'm okay I'm better

Puppy question time

Puppy would like to ask about your day :3 was it good? Bad? Tell puppy!

ITS RAINING!!!!!