My insides feel like slurry

Just a mess of organs

I don't feel like dog

I feel like hell

I don't want to draw

I really dont

I tried so hard to make something anything and I just cant

I don't think I like drawing....

I feel like a massive fruad

I probably am.....

Now I'm just being mean to myself

Someone asked what was up and I put it in chat so now it's here

Because I've taken commission I feel like i can't fulfill or have half assed

And I want to give them their money back

But my situation is so horrible and I can't really return ate food

Gundam :3

I miss my power

It's too quite

And I can hear ever bang and bump of the house settling

Startles me