I don't want to draw

I really dont

I tried so hard to make something anything and I just cant

I don't think I like drawing....

I feel like a massive fruad

I probably am.....

Now I'm just being mean to myself

Someone asked what was up and I put it in chat so now it's here

Because I've taken commission I feel like i can't fulfill or have half assed

And I want to give them their money back

But my situation is so horrible and I can't really return ate food

Gundam :3

I miss my power

It's too quite

And I can hear ever bang and bump of the house settling

Startles me

I have done it

I have successfully skipped and reported so many youtube ads that it doesn't know what to show me anymore

Doesn't show me gundam or video games or even scams

It shows me Chinese fishing commercials for that red liquid they use