Lately, I’ve been sitting with a deep sense of frustration.
A few things in my life aren’t unfolding the way I envisioned, and my instinctive response has been to look outward—to find someone or something to blame. That’s often the first reflex: externalize the discomfort, point the finger, and tell myself, “If only they did this differently…”

But if I’m being radically honest, I have to ask:
Am I truly showing up every day with full clarity, alignment, and consistency?
The answer, right now, is no.

It’s much easier to cast blame than to look within.
It’s far simpler to scroll through reasons outside myself than it is to face the inconvenient truth: I haven’t been doing the small, foundational things that I know—deep down—are required for me to succeed and thrive. The consistent, day-to-day alignment of thought, feeling, word, and action. The disciplined presence. The quiet, determined trust.

I’ve been putting a massive amount of pressure on myself. That pressure, I’ve come to realize, stems from a deeply rooted fear of failure—a subconscious belief I’ve carried for a long time.

I was conditioned from a young age to be so damn afraid of failing that I’d oftentimes self-sabotage, bringing about failure in ways that oddly felt under my control.
Because if I failed on my terms, at least it wasn’t a surprise. At least I could pretend it was a choice.

And ironically, that very fear has been causing me to fail in small ways: by freezing, by not showing up fully, by falling into patterns of avoidance masked as busyness or blame.
It’s a subtle form of self-sabotage.
A belief in inevitable failure creates conditions where that failure becomes self-fulfilling.

The fears creep up:
What if I fail to provide for my wife and three kids?
What if I fail to reach my potential?
What if my business isn’t successful?

And underneath all of it, I have to ask the deeper question:
Have I been creating out of fear and desperation?
Or have I been creating out of joy, authenticity, and trust?

Because that matters.
The energy I create from is the seed of what I’m creating.

But here’s the shift:
It’s no one else’s fault. Not the market. Not my team. Not my audience. Not the algorithm.
If I stay in blame, I stay in victimhood.
And if I stay in victimhood, I will continue to create circumstances where I feel powerless.

There’s power in taking full responsibility—not as a weapon to shame myself, but as a path to freedom. I have to remind myself that the fear of failure didn’t come out of nowhere. It was imprinted early. It’s been woven into layers of programming that I’m still working through. And that’s okay. It’s a process.

And most of the time, all it takes is that acknowledgment—
That awareness of where the fear is stemming from,
That honest look at why I feel frustrated,
And a moment of radical acceptance.

So what if you fail to provide in the exact ways you expected for your wife and kids?
So what if you don’t “reach your potential”?
So what if your business isn’t “successful”?

And then the weight is off.
Cry a bit. Yell a bit.
Then come back to trust.
Back to alignment.
Back to remembering: every moment in life where it looked like everything was going to crash—
God always provided.
Sometimes in ways that were totally unexpected.
But always in ways that were just right.
I’ve always been provided for—even in the lowest moments.

What matters most now is that I stop trying to solve everything from a frantic state of “Oh shit, my business isn’t doing well!”
That energy only breeds more misalignment.
Instead, I’m learning to walk into each day with trust.
Trust in God.
Trust in myself.
Trust that if I show up consistently—doing the little things, anchoring in the right energy, aligning my thoughts, feelings, and actions—results will come.

Not from desperation.
Not from fear.
But from devotion, alignment, and a steady return to faith.

And even if the results don’t come—or they come in ways I hadn’t imagined—I’m learning to release expectations.
To fall in love with the unfolding.
To meet each day with presence, not pressure.

To stay devoted to the process, not the outcome.

Because real fulfillment doesn’t come from controlling life—it comes from aligning with it.
From showing up authentically.
From trusting deeply.
From loving the becoming.

Join us today for the YouTube premiere of episode 160: Detoxifying the Black Pill: Self-Ownership & The Art of Communication with Benny Wills

Benny Wills shares his journey from Hollywood to truth-seeking, the draw of fear-based thinking, and how the truther community can move from awareness to empowered action. He unpacks the victim-perpetrator-hero triangle, explores the importance of effective communication, and offers tools for deprogramming scarcity and building values-aligned businesses.

Benny shares his journey from Hollywood actor and poet to entrepreneur helping truth-seekers build values-aligned businesses. He reflects on his time in the entertainment industry, how he woke up to deeper truths, and why fear-based thinking continues to dominate many awakening paths.

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I’m so confident in what we’ve already built, in what we’re continuing to build, and in the worldwide grassroots movement toward true health, freedom, and coherence that’s rising through it.

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Join us today for the YouTube premiere of episode 161: The Great Birth Revival: Birth Certificates, Circumcision, Postpartum & More with Veda Ray

Veda Ray shares her personal journey into sovereign motherhood and the choices she made to raise her children outside conventional systems. She explains why she chose not to file birth certificates or social security numbers for her kids and offers practical steps for parents seeking alternative paths to record-keeping, identity, and care.

Veda is a wife, mother, and advocate for sovereign birth and family living. Through her own pregnancies and intuitive connection with her children, she was guided to question the conventional birth system and step fully into living free—mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and legally. She now supports families in creating lawful, private alternatives for their children's records and life documents.

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📣Updated Confluence 2025 Festival Schedule!📣

including workshops and a blindfolded vision demonstration from some incredibly luminous, magical children!

We still have some tickets available! Head here for more info:

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Join us today for the YouTube premiere of episode 162: Brain Supreme: Microdosing Psychedelics & the Battle for Consciousness with Adam Schell

Adam Schell shares his powerful journey from Big Ten linebacker and cannabis distributor to microdosing coach and founder of Brain Supreme. With over 3,000 conversations and clients under his belt, he offers insights into intentional microdosing, the psychedelic experience, and how it all connects to a greater battle for consciousness.

Adam is a published author, former Big 10 linebacker, yoga instructor, and microdose coach who helps clients integrate psychedelics for transformation and empowerment. As founder of Brain Supreme, Adam blends science, spirit, and lived experience to help others reclaim their consciousness and optimize their well-being.

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Join us today at 2pm Eastern for the premiere of episode 163: Boys to Men: Polarity, Emotional Mastery, and the Return of Brotherhood with Ihsan Abbas

Ihsan Abbas joins us to explore the path men must walk in reclaiming emotional mastery, sacred polarity, and divine brotherhood. From the suppression of emotion to modern projections in healing spaces, he shares a grounded and potent call for men to evolve—without losing their center.

Pronounced “Eyes-In,” Ihsan is a guide for seekers on the path of self-mastery. His work includes energy mechanics, belief system reprogramming, elemental energetics, soul retrieval, and relationship dynamics. He teaches through lived experience and intuitive frameworks that reconnect people to their original essence. At his core, he is a poet, philosopher, and messenger of love.

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I’ll be sitting down with Dr. Gerald Pollack for an in person podcast next Tuesday! What questions would you like me to ask him?

Join us today at 2pm Eastern for the premiere of episode 164: Dissolving Infectious Disease Fears with Roman Bystrianyk

Roman Bystrianyk joins us to dismantle the long-standing fears surrounding infectious disease, vaccine narratives, and historical health data. We unpack the forgotten history of diseases like tuberculosis, syphilis, scarlet fever, whooping cough, and measles—and explore the critical data showing how mortality rates dropped before vaccines were introduced.

Roman is a researcher, truth-seeker, and co-author of Dissolving Illusions: Disease, Vaccines, and the Forgotten History. His work reveals what mainstream history has left out about the decline of infectious disease. He’s also the co-author of Moving Back From Midnight, a book exploring the environmental collapse we face today and how we can take meaningful action together.

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The picture is my foot 9 days ago. Video is my foot this morning.

I healed a 6-week injury in 10 days—and I did it by doing the opposite of what the so-called “experts”recommend.

When I rolled my ankle mid-sprint, I heard a pop, felt immediate pain, and watched it swell almost instantly. Within hours, the outer part of my foot was ballooning up and turning deep purple—classic signs of a Grade II ATFL sprain, which is a partial tear of the anterior talofibular ligament. This ligament stabilizes the outer ankle and is the most commonly injured structure when someone rolls their foot inward during a misstep.

According to mainstream orthopedic guidelines, this type of injury typically requires 4 to 6 weeks minimum before returning to full function. Here’s what conventional medicine would have you do:

- Week 0–2: Stay off it, maybe wear a boot or use crutches, ice it multiple times daily, elevate it constantly, and avoid movement.

- Week 2–4: Begin slow weight-bearing, start gentle range-of-motion exercises, but still avoid any loading or impact.

- Week 4–6+: Gradually begin strength work and maybe light jogging if the ankle doesn’t feel unstable.

That’s 6 weeks to maybe start jumping again. But that’s not what I did.

Instead of immobilizing and suppressing the inflammation, I trusted the innate intelligence of my body. Inflammation is healing. It’s your body sending resources to repair what’s damaged. Movement is healing. It drives circulation, promotes lymphatic drainage, and signals your system that the tissue is alive and needs support. Ice doesn’t help healing—it just slows the process down. It numbs the symptom and disrupts the natural flow.

I moved intentionally and often. I did band exercises and controlled articular rotations (CARs) daily to restore strength, function, and stability. I fasted for 3 days straight and only ate one meal a day the rest of the time to divert my body’s energy away from digestion and towards regeneration. I used tools that support healing on a cellular, electrical, and energetic level. I applied Lifewave patches (X39, X49, Carnosine) daily. I soaked in hot Epsom salt baths and spent time in the sauna. I applied castor oil packs with DMSO and turpentine, used traditional Chinese medicine sprays, and received biofield tuning with a sonic slider. I did qigong while grounding barefoot, pointing my awareness directly into the injury. I took homeopathic remedies to support my body’s regenerative processes.

And 10 days later—after being told I’d need to avoid movement for two weeks minimum—I’m walking without a limp, jumping in place, and doing light bouncing on both feet with no instability and minimal pain. The swelling has drastically reduced. The bruising has almost completely cleared.

This isn’t just luck. This is what happens when you treat the body like it’s intelligent, not broken. When you trust nature over protocols and call upon things that aid your body’s natural healing power.

Most animals in the wild don’t stop moving when they’re injured. They compensate, adapt, and stay in motion. And they heal.

I believe the same is true for us—if we listen.

Today I’m interviewing Dr. Diane Hennacy Powell from Telepathy Tapes— what would you like me to ask her?

Just finished up with Dr. Diane Hennacy from Telepathy Tapes. We were both smoked from our time at ConfluenceEvent.com, and despite that, we were still able to have an awesome conversation!

Join us today for the premiere of episode 165: Truth at All Cost via King Hero's Journey with Beth Martens

Alec joins Beth Martens on The King Hero’s Journey podcast for a deep and raw conversation on truth, masculine energy, and the path of the Hero. In this episode, Alec opens up about the shadows he’s faced, untapped anger, repressed power, and the internal pendulum between victim and predator.
Together, they explore what it really means to walk the Hero’s path: not chasing an identity, but discovering the strength and forgiveness that already lives within. From the manipulation of the disease paradigm to the role of guides and archetypes, this conversation is a call to truth—even when it costs you everything.

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Interviewing Veda Austin in studio today! Any questions you’d like me to ask?

Words cannot even begin to describe how important and epic these last 2 episodes with Edith Ubuntu Chan and Veda Austin are... the two most important episodes l've ever recorded. Can't wait for them to be released! We are remembering!

It was an honor to showcase these extraordinary abilities in front of over 700 people at ConfluenceEvent.com this year.

With guidance and training from Edith Ubuntu Chan, seven children demonstrated blindfolded vision live on stage—eyes fully covered, navigating the world through expanded perception—in front of a packed, awe-struck audience. Even the most skeptical couldn’t deny what they were witnessing in real time. No trickery, no faking—real, incredible gifts that have been unlocked within these children.

• Naming colors with 100% accuracy.
• Sorting colored cups with 100% accuracy.
• audience drawing random pictures and the children name exactly what it is with 100% accuracy.
• solving Rubik’s cubes in less than a minute.
• reading as if the blindfold isn’t there
• nonchalantly playing a game of chess

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