Sicc as hecc

Hey im only 18 and have a really bad back that hurts all the time. Is that bad?

I feel absolutely disgusting and wanna throw up at every second that goes by
But hey, work is work

The ash and dust from the fire isnt helping either. Im allergic to dust so im basically allergic to the air rn

fun fun

At least destiny 2 is fun and a telegram friend is having a good date experience so i can be happy for him. Gotta look for the good things

Work is my only social exposure i have so it honestly is probably more healthy for me than i realize. I have no friends to talk to after work so i guess its the best im gonna get

Also, sorry for asking for attention so much. I have no idea why any of you are still in this channel still. All i do is whine, complain and try to be all "woe is me, my life sucks pay attention to me"

Oh, i didnt even realize Tori was still in here. I know we dont talk a lot but thanks for at least being there.

https://news.1rj.ru/str/ahugemistake/820
ur 2 nice

https://news.1rj.ru/str/ahugemistake/822
tap message, "copy link" should pop up unless its a private channel

https://news.1rj.ru/str/ahugemistake/824
heck off
also, i still need to look at your soundcloud lmao. Yell at me in like 8 hours so i remember

...if youre the person im thinking of

aaaaaaaa nausia is fun

Fists clenched, arms over my head, bent over, dizzy and rocking in my chair. I dont think those are good things

Amd my tremors are much worseeeee

Oh yeah so i have horrible priorities

My Therapist: "Whats more important to you? Money or life?"

Me: "Uh honestly money. Ive been trained to live as if money is life and it needs to be the most important part of my life"

Therapist: "But you need to be healthy to work"

Me: "lmao not if i have anything to do with it"