meh, job hunting is so annoying. i've already been to like 7 interviews and screwed up every single one. just give me a fcking job already.

but on the other hand, these kinds of survival problems trigger my self-preservation instinct. it allows me to 1) spend money more wisely and not waste it on unnecessary things 2) distract myself from personal issues like loneliness, alienation and other crap
so i guess my situation isn't that bad (copium level: max)

today i spaced out and for some reason drank a cup of coffee an hour before my planned bedtime so fixing my sleep schedule is postponed indefinitely. good nighto everyone

she made it 👏👏👏 im so proud of her