would love to have a conversation with shirley jackson when all of this (my life) is over

I GOT UR PICTURE IM COMING WITH YOU DEAR MARIA COUNT ME IN !

pretending like i hate old p!atd music is so hard like idk sarah smiles like sarah doesn’t care she lives in her world so unaware

i feel haunted by all the words i could’ve uttered and didn’t

anna karenina is such an insane book like WOAH

lowkey lost my faith in love

its one of those fridays pass the محسن خواجه امیری playlist

just got physically ill thinking about getting possible criticism

just realized they’ve only given the literature noble prize to 17 women so far. 17 out of 119.

jesse we need to rewatch parasite

a benefit of “gender dysphoria” is lowkey that one is spared the illusion of belonging & thrusted straight into the maw of abjection & self-torture. its from here that perhaps a higher metamorphosis occurs like aw

havent listened to taylor swift in months and im crying at 4 am now

highkey will never experience love again 🤣

what am i supposed to do w the rest of my life? write theory? read novels about everything i got to touch with the tip of my fingers until it was taken away in a moment? think about the world and the wars and the dead and the living without ever counting myself as either? is that it?

- The Flinch by Julien Smith

wish my life wasnt filled w tragedy and horror. lol.

*shaking myself by shoulders* create the world u want to live in for the love of god JUST CREATE IT