i feel haunted by all the words i could’ve uttered and didn’t

anna karenina is such an insane book like WOAH

lowkey lost my faith in love

its one of those fridays pass the محسن خواجه امیری playlist

just got physically ill thinking about getting possible criticism

just realized they’ve only given the literature noble prize to 17 women so far. 17 out of 119.

jesse we need to rewatch parasite

a benefit of “gender dysphoria” is lowkey that one is spared the illusion of belonging & thrusted straight into the maw of abjection & self-torture. its from here that perhaps a higher metamorphosis occurs like aw

havent listened to taylor swift in months and im crying at 4 am now

highkey will never experience love again 🤣

what am i supposed to do w the rest of my life? write theory? read novels about everything i got to touch with the tip of my fingers until it was taken away in a moment? think about the world and the wars and the dead and the living without ever counting myself as either? is that it?

- The Flinch by Julien Smith

wish my life wasnt filled w tragedy and horror. lol.

*shaking myself by shoulders* create the world u want to live in for the love of god JUST CREATE IT

the moment i learn how to live with myself without shame and guilt is gonna be earth shattering for everyone just saying

listening to italian rap like talk your shit mario

if im not supposed to pop pimples why do they stop hurting and being so red when i pop them