compiling a list of lesbian movies for every decade and I plan on counting any movie with two girls making eyes at eachother
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And I still call home that house in nebraska where we found eachother on a dirty mattress on the second floor while the world was empty save you and I like you came and I left and you left and I cried where you told me even if we die tonight then I die yours
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geunyang.
And I still call home that house in nebraska where we found eachother on a dirty mattress on the second floor while the world was empty save you and I like you came and I left and you left and I cried where you told me even if we die tonight then I die yours
I’d lie to her and say that I’m doing fine when really I’d kill myself to hold you one more time and it hurts to miss you but its worse to know that I’m the reason you won’t come home.
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“it’ll pass” “everyone feels this way” “you’ve done so much good” “theres nothing wrong with you” no there is. like there actually is something terribly wrong with me and my entire life has been affected by this and everytime you think I’m doing better I’m actually not I just don’t want to say anything so no one will get spooked by how fucking terrible I’m doing. but I’m bad. like it’s fucking bad. there is something wrong and strange about me that affects everything I touch. there’s no reason to ignore it or lie to me about it. it’s no comfort.
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sometimes I think very cruel thoughts so I have to punish myself because there’s no one else who heard me but me
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mind you these are supposed to be the best years of my life. whatever that means
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if I ask for your zodiac it has nothing to do with if I believe in it and everything to do with if I like how you answer the question
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can you believe paul mccartney asked “Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will” at 26 and he literally did
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doing research into the life of my new favorite author and by god if I can’t find a history with lesbianism, I will make one
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