And doing so actually made me a better person in the end, she makes me embrace my humanness and I gained more wisdom through that, through her, than I ever could have in all the high consciousness experiences. Lower dimensions are a different kind of reality because it takes much more awareness and work to shift the density, you can't just escape things, so if you really want to get out you need to really get your hands dirty in a way, become comfortable in the darkness, realizing that everything you embrace reconnects you right to your own light.
In the case of a karmic soul mate, based on what I have seen from him in our past lives and based on our soul contracts, it seemed he wanted to explore what it is like to be the perpetrator, the key aspects were always that he never took responsibiltiy for his actions, seemed oblivious or not care at all about the consequences, did things for his own gain, used black magic on me, took me to people who sacrificed me, often times he was also a bystander to others being perpetrators and not doing anything to help me. Of course the perpetrator has been a victim before too that molded him into who he was.
This is something we collectively have to understand: We were part of this world too, we played the same games. Highly evolved, extremely capable, wise souls, set out on their own journey to explore certain experiences, things we may consciously reject, but are curious about and want to understand deeper, things we know are going to be wrong or painful, but we did feel like we needed to learn about them directly to eventually adequatly assist humanity in this evolution. This goes also for those who don't have another soul fractal walk in. We went to explore and are now faced with clearing up all those distortions within ourselves, all the karma and trauma, it's both humbling and empowering.
Seeing ourselves on the deepest levels is the end of separation.
Through our internal alchemy we help shift and recreate the collective consciousness.
It's not about what we know, it's about what we embody."
-AA
In the case of a karmic soul mate, based on what I have seen from him in our past lives and based on our soul contracts, it seemed he wanted to explore what it is like to be the perpetrator, the key aspects were always that he never took responsibiltiy for his actions, seemed oblivious or not care at all about the consequences, did things for his own gain, used black magic on me, took me to people who sacrificed me, often times he was also a bystander to others being perpetrators and not doing anything to help me. Of course the perpetrator has been a victim before too that molded him into who he was.
This is something we collectively have to understand: We were part of this world too, we played the same games. Highly evolved, extremely capable, wise souls, set out on their own journey to explore certain experiences, things we may consciously reject, but are curious about and want to understand deeper, things we know are going to be wrong or painful, but we did feel like we needed to learn about them directly to eventually adequatly assist humanity in this evolution. This goes also for those who don't have another soul fractal walk in. We went to explore and are now faced with clearing up all those distortions within ourselves, all the karma and trauma, it's both humbling and empowering.
Seeing ourselves on the deepest levels is the end of separation.
Through our internal alchemy we help shift and recreate the collective consciousness.
It's not about what we know, it's about what we embody."
-AA