-Are we talking about one body or two?
+fifteen or sixteen, since1978, I'll tell you everything. It's a relief to be able to get it all off my mind.

گاهی وقت‌ها دلم می‌خواد تمام دنیا رو درحالی که مردم زجر می‌کشن ببینم

تنها کاری که تمایل به انجام دادنش دارم اینه که تو تخت زیر پتو بمونم. کاری نکنم، با کسی حرف نزنم، مسئولیتی نداشته باشم و آدم‌ها رو نبینم

I hate you

شرح حال: همه‌جام درد می‌کنه.چندشبه قرص‌هامو نمی‌خورم و امشب هم نخوردم. چشمام بخاطر مقدار قابل توجهی از اشک میسوزه. میل به خودکشی۱۰۰/۱۰. خوابم میاد و این سردرد نمی‌ذاره بخوابم.

https://youtu.be/hKWhRIAIacA
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سلام عزیزم
من علاوه بر اینکه آدم خوبی نیستم
زیبا هم نیستم
دارای ثبات هم نیستم
خیلی هم حسودم
دوست نداشتنی هم نیستم
چاره ای نیست
هیچکس نیستم

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حس می‌کنم درونم هرلحظه به شیوه‌های مختلف می‌میرم. خفه میشم، دار زده میشم، چاقو می‌خورم، مدام چاقو چاقو چاقو میشم. تا به حال در طول عمرم حسی نزدیک به این درد کشنده رو حس نکردم.

شهر من غمگین است،‌ قلب من غمگین است و اتاقم بوی مرگ می‌دهد. چشمانم کمی خشکسالی می‌خواهند. اکسیژنی که به اجبار وارد ریه‌هایم می‌شود و صداهایی که بی‌وقفه شیون و ناله سر می‌دهند؛ همه چیز رو به نابودی است. اما هیچ‌چیزی برای تمام شدن وجود ندارد. همه‌چیز مملو از غم و اندوه است که مدام می‌چرخند و باز می‌گردند.