basically

I WILLLLLLLL

I WILL.

I WILL

I WIIIIIAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SPEAK UP.

I KNOW YOU HATE ME .

LOOKED AT YOUR PICTURE AND CRIED LIKE A BABY.

SPEAK UP.

DONT LEAVE ME WAITING????

GOT WAY TOO DRUNK OFF A VODKA CRANBERRYYYYY

CALLED YOU UP.

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHTGTRRFD

WAILING LIKE AN IMBECILE.

IF YOU WONT END THINGS…

THEN I WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

ببخشید

Me when I’m talking to my therapist and she asks me how I feel so I laugh awkwardly and say “uh… neutral?… haha?…” and she smiles and says “neutral isn’t an actual emotion sweetheart 😭” so i genuinely have to calculate what I’m feeling (I have no idea what I’m feeling)

She told me to write in an “emotions journal” I am so cooked