i don’t even smoke but these go extremely hard, unfortunately they are inanely expensive now and getting rarer lol

this phone is HUGE

weird post to make but i’d rather tackle this head on

got some messages asking me if i “willingly supported nazis” today which considering the kind of person i am has been kinda wild: no i don’t, i am a progressive and to reiterate if you feel like i am associated without knowing with anyone or anything that is supporting weird stuff let me know and i will act accordingly

don’t feel like getting into details since i don’t want to stir up any more drama but pls keep me out of controversies regarding stuff i am not directly involved and have no control or agency or foresight over, politically speaking by now i have made my stances pretty clear here (and since some people asked me to be super clear about it: i am a total progressive, so i am pro lgbt in its entirety including all trans rights and i do not buy into any culture war bullshit or have any grudges against any country or ethnicity at all whatsoever), i do not have control over stuff (or cannot foresee stuff before it happens) in contexts where i don’t have a seat at the table to know stuff in real time, so what i can do, just like you, is only wait and see what happens and act accordingly going forward

i won’t knowingly support or work on anything that is damaging to people or civil society, and if you have followed me for a bit you know that, but i also can’t foresee the future or know everything all the time so if stuff happens just let me know and i’ll see what to do

in other news here’s the coolest cd walkman

totally normal telegram notification

No headphone jack and I can't find my Apple dongle so had to improvise

thank you so much aaaa

i am sorry for the delays on the current video it just turned into something bigger as i was working on it and i don’t ever want to release anything half-baked

suprised by the fact that lou bega is german and nobody has ever said "a LIDL bit of Monica in my life" online yet

GTA IV is one of those games that beg to be played right now, during the fall

just wanted to announce that i have paused my side freelance video work for now and for the time being i will be resuming full time work on my youtube channel

so yeah sorry for the delays and stuff i was juggling a lot of stuff in the air and not being able to work on my own projects with the necessary time or peace of mind

but now we are truly so back and i will be pulling a marathon to complete the ongoing project and move on to the next ones in line

no drama or anything btw
i did some work for a few companies because i like what they do and it felt like a good fit + the money helped me and my family a lot so i might do that again in the future if and when it feels alright :)

i just really want to get back on track because i love doing youtube more than anything and even if it is DEFINITELY not the most financially solid decision (thanks to my patrons for keeping this doable at all)

valve dropped the gabecube fr

FINALLY UPLOADING THIS IS NOT A DRILL
eta like 80 minutes as far as youtube tells me rn

aight youtube lied to me this is def more than what they said but yeah you are going to have the vid in X minutes lol sorry i can't control processing time rip

NEW VIDEO OUT!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zc3D-5ZyQpI

I used to think that my feelings on games looking more unique when I was a kid were mostly nostalgia. Turns out I was just right all along. This is a video about that. And about not ever settling for the lower standards and consumer rights companies now want to shove down your throat. No sponsors today, enjoy the ride! :)

fun fact: a lot of the magazine gfx in the video is completely made from scratch just because I wanted something to add to the vibe of the time period I was exploring lmao

ATUMALACA EMULATOR

not sponsored btw i wasted my own money on this beautiful piece of sound making plastic that has somehow also got midi and bluetooth and can properly set stuff like octaves and key directly on device for idk less than 50€ lol

if you take this away from a podcast bro you have to be careful because it’s like a surgically grafted organ for them, you need to pay close attention or they will risk their life

it is about the right time of the year to rewatch all of the back to the future saga back to back

my computer has been autoplaying underscores - Do it like 1 out of 3 times i open youtube and even tho it's an unintended consqeuence of my browser having associated the link of the song as the link for youtube i end up just listening to the whole thing most of those times