Sharing a wild fantasy

We're outside. We meet and I have this look on my face I don't even know what it means but you do. You whisper into my ear. I smile and you take my hand and lead me to your house. We go into your room, the bed is unmade but you take a moment to tidy it up while I look at you impatiently. You take me in your arms and put me in your bed. You give me a blanket and a pillow and stroke my hair until I relax. You go make me hot cocoa, but when you come back I have already fallen asleep. You give me a kiss on the forehead and let me sleep like 12 hours

Oh yeah inspired by the Pattinson masturbation scene clearly

My darling
I had not realized how much I would have missed you until we were apart.
Our relationship is far from perfect and we don't always like each other. I found myself insulting you more often than not and I will say you deserve it cause you are a bit of a bitch. There are definitely people who would treat me better and that would make such a better match for me, but still I feel drawn to you and I try my best to impress you nonetheless. It doesn't seem to work that well, but I keep trying. I am drawn to you even if you are a terrible person and I miss you.
I hope we will meet again soon, you fucking bitch whore, my darling, Astarion