First day of new job tomorrow.
I have rarely been so not excited.

Not a bad job in itself, life is just too much

This is a famous male vs female ideas and expectations
But I have to admit

I am fine with both
Hugh Jackman can definitely shred me

Unfortunately awake, almost alive

Art by @MekayaTattoos on IG

My flatmates went around looking for me in bars cause they thought I was out for coffee but instead I was sleeping

Yesterday I wrote a mail to a psychologist cause I was very low.
She replied that she's not in my city anymore.

Basically crying

Big pharma wants your foreskin

"I want to do this thing"
"Do it then"
"I'm not good enough"
"Don't do it then"
"OKAY NOW I'M DOING IT"