My mental health is hanging on a single thread which is the Barbie movie besties if it's not good I might DIE
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The most unsettling nightmares are the simplest ones. In most of them I'm in my room, even.
They don't feature weird creatures or strange plots, almost nothing happens.
Most of the times, I'm alone and on my phone. I get texts from people I care about, cold words on a screen confirming every little fear I don't even know I have when I'm awake, truths about who I am or how they see me. They confirm to me that I'm never enough, that even if I was enough in the past now I have grown to disappoint them, and they don't cherish or love me anymore. They list all that's wrong with me, they say they don't want to be in my life anymore, that I have always been a burden and I will never get better.
I trust my loved ones even in dreams, I cannot shake their words away, true like they said them while I'm awake.
They don't feature weird creatures or strange plots, almost nothing happens.
Most of the times, I'm alone and on my phone. I get texts from people I care about, cold words on a screen confirming every little fear I don't even know I have when I'm awake, truths about who I am or how they see me. They confirm to me that I'm never enough, that even if I was enough in the past now I have grown to disappoint them, and they don't cherish or love me anymore. They list all that's wrong with me, they say they don't want to be in my life anymore, that I have always been a burden and I will never get better.
I trust my loved ones even in dreams, I cannot shake their words away, true like they said them while I'm awake.
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"My brother will come to visit me at the beginning of June... A month from now... nO WAIT FUUUCK"