no because i was rewatching this scene and the way tommy felt the need to whisper when he said "you're living in the guy's house" was hilarious.

like yes he might not be physically there but his mere existence is an ever looming threat over your undeserving ass and he's in the fxcking walls actually so you better run.

"He knew the day was coming, probably soon: the day when Christopher would hold out his arms and Buck would sweep him up, just like he was doing now, and then he would set him down and it would be for the very last time-- and neither of them would know it."

جوری که باک حتی عادی ترین و پر آرامش ترین لحظه های زندگیشم با این افکار کوفت خودش میکنه یکم‌ زیادی relatable عه خوشم نمیاد.

خدایا کاش جنسن بارد واقعی بود نیاز دارم صورتشو بوس کنم و توی تک تک جلسه هاش بشینم.

BARD AND EDDIE'S RELATIONSHIP IS SO SO DEAR TO ME.

دارم اینو میخونم بای د وی، پارت دوم لایت‌هوسه:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/66216181/chapters/170685727

... Overlaid on the very same picture. And in it, it is always October, always cool and sun-lit. And the three of them are always there, where everything is still and joyful and nothing hurts. 

#Lighthouse II

I didn’t realize how much I missed them until I watched this

had a dream where eddie was looking all hot in a fancy suit and there was this random guy who was lying on his stomach on a bench and eddie sat down on his back and started giving him a massage???😭 AND BUCK WAS LYING ON THE BENCH DIRECTLY BEHIND THEM AND CHECKING OUT EDDIE'S ASS????😭😭😭