"He knew the day was coming, probably soon: the day when Christopher would hold out his arms and Buck would sweep him up, just like he was doing now, and then he would set him down and it would be for the very last time-- and neither of them would know it."

جوری که باک حتی عادی ترین و پر آرامش ترین لحظه های زندگیشم با این افکار کوفت خودش میکنه یکم‌ زیادی relatable عه خوشم نمیاد.

خدایا کاش جنسن بارد واقعی بود نیاز دارم صورتشو بوس کنم و توی تک تک جلسه هاش بشینم.

BARD AND EDDIE'S RELATIONSHIP IS SO SO DEAR TO ME.

دارم اینو میخونم بای د وی، پارت دوم لایت‌هوسه:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/66216181/chapters/170685727

... Overlaid on the very same picture. And in it, it is always October, always cool and sun-lit. And the three of them are always there, where everything is still and joyful and nothing hurts. 

#Lighthouse II

I didn’t realize how much I missed them until I watched this

had a dream where eddie was looking all hot in a fancy suit and there was this random guy who was lying on his stomach on a bench and eddie sat down on his back and started giving him a massage???😭 AND BUCK WAS LYING ON THE BENCH DIRECTLY BEHIND THEM AND CHECKING OUT EDDIE'S ASS????😭😭😭

no yk what scares me is that this isn't even 100% of the brainrot power unleashed.

like me thinking about them throughout every second of every day and having to physically stop myself from rewatching the show and the feed of every single one of my apps being overtaken by 911 content and dropping my books to read fanfics of them instead NONE OF IT IS EVEN CLOSE TO 100%

tbf eddie knew exactly what he was doing he gave this cunty little look to buck before sitting down and buck was just staring up at him with sparkly eyes.

i need professional help

کاش اپیزود روز مردگان زودتر بیاد تا خودم نمردم.

اینهمه استرس برای دوتا آدم گی عادی نیست واقعا