I'm happy.
Upwards, I looked into an overwhelming sight, who do I thank?
The universe, God perhaps, or myself?
Do I even? or How dare I?
Before I knew it,
I'm already slingshot out of now,
with two sticks and a dilemma, from a place I should belong in but out I go, into an apologetic bow, and in my hands I hold the only gifts I could ever offer to silence the screams from the depths of my lateness; sorrow, my time and I.
Before I know it,
I left.
Upwards, I looked into an overwhelming sight, who do I thank?
The universe, God perhaps, or myself?
Do I even? or How dare I?
Before I knew it,
I'm already slingshot out of now,
with two sticks and a dilemma, from a place I should belong in but out I go, into an apologetic bow, and in my hands I hold the only gifts I could ever offer to silence the screams from the depths of my lateness; sorrow, my time and I.
Before I know it,
I left.
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the trust of the faithless
Nights burning for the wrong reasons, sometimes I wonder if a spark without form is worse than flying close to the sun only to be awakened by the growling limbo wrapped in the spirals of the never-ending until I hear her voice to let it be. There, it becomes about the trust of the faithless.
Jan 9.2021
Nights burning for the wrong reasons, sometimes I wonder if a spark without form is worse than flying close to the sun only to be awakened by the growling limbo wrapped in the spirals of the never-ending until I hear her voice to let it be. There, it becomes about the trust of the faithless.
Jan 9.2021
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In my dreams I saw a road I always knew, one I've mastered, every detail memorized, and the road was a space, between two buildings and my walk had always been a jump, an everyday leap of faith.
And within that courage, doubt was never in the equation because...well...I had no reason to.
But one random day I found myself high, off the grounds and paralyzed. The one I was standing on either shrunk or I was suddenly too big for it, the space became too far to even be conceived, that road I once walked by heart became a reason to question my sanity. What is the matter with me? What was I thinking? The familiarity turns against me as I awaken to the realty of where I am and turn around to get back to a safer ground and see I had been in between buildings all along. And I suppose, possibly the one I had just been on would have that breath of relief I suddenly longed for.
Yes, Yes...a coward. That's what I told myself. But I would have never made that jump. I was only a human running blind far up high.
And within that courage, doubt was never in the equation because...well...I had no reason to.
But one random day I found myself high, off the grounds and paralyzed. The one I was standing on either shrunk or I was suddenly too big for it, the space became too far to even be conceived, that road I once walked by heart became a reason to question my sanity. What is the matter with me? What was I thinking? The familiarity turns against me as I awaken to the realty of where I am and turn around to get back to a safer ground and see I had been in between buildings all along. And I suppose, possibly the one I had just been on would have that breath of relief I suddenly longed for.
Yes, Yes...a coward. That's what I told myself. But I would have never made that jump. I was only a human running blind far up high.
You've set price on my love,
Something that was for you in a present,
Now, It doesn't belong to either of us;
You have currency, and I just have a bad memory that once was bright enough to blind us into seeing You and I in a different light.
Something that was for you in a present,
Now, It doesn't belong to either of us;
You have currency, and I just have a bad memory that once was bright enough to blind us into seeing You and I in a different light.
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About time I brought element right here - My second home.
Don't wish to say much but I've already started on my second compilation, not sure yet if it's going to be an EP or an Album but I can't wait to finish it. Hope more people actually understand what I'm trying to make/say/do/live.
Don't wish to say much but I've already started on my second compilation, not sure yet if it's going to be an EP or an Album but I can't wait to finish it. Hope more people actually understand what I'm trying to make/say/do/live.
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How long ago was 24?
Here I am, at the gates of the quarter life crisis, while I feel like I've already lived two lifetimes. I'm gonna be cheesy now. In my past year I've learned things I wouldn't even begin to comprehend a year before that, lived through so much and yet still feel like I have nothing to show for it except for what I think. What and how I think has changed in ways I can't explain in comparison but gladly mostly for the better. I'm grateful for the things I've matured on and for the things I realized I still need to learn. I'm grateful for the ones around me, the ones who have showed me compassion, taught me paitence and made me a bit closer to understanding who I am. I'm grateful for the ones that are no longer in my life for whatever reason, I miss you and our friendships, I'm sorry I ran away because I can't handle expressing myself upfront and moslty goodbyes. I do think about you and can't wait until we meet again in a different circumstance. I'm grateful for the doors that opened when I tried to chase after my goals and the ones that slammed shut on my face, I still need to learn deeper things about commitment, consistency and maturity and I hope I get to accomplish that this year. I'm really grateful for my emotions, and the words they form. And last but not least I'm grateful for each and everyone of the people who follow my work in my channel. All 67 of you. Thankyou ❤
Happy birthday to me! #25
Here I am, at the gates of the quarter life crisis, while I feel like I've already lived two lifetimes. I'm gonna be cheesy now. In my past year I've learned things I wouldn't even begin to comprehend a year before that, lived through so much and yet still feel like I have nothing to show for it except for what I think. What and how I think has changed in ways I can't explain in comparison but gladly mostly for the better. I'm grateful for the things I've matured on and for the things I realized I still need to learn. I'm grateful for the ones around me, the ones who have showed me compassion, taught me paitence and made me a bit closer to understanding who I am. I'm grateful for the ones that are no longer in my life for whatever reason, I miss you and our friendships, I'm sorry I ran away because I can't handle expressing myself upfront and moslty goodbyes. I do think about you and can't wait until we meet again in a different circumstance. I'm grateful for the doors that opened when I tried to chase after my goals and the ones that slammed shut on my face, I still need to learn deeper things about commitment, consistency and maturity and I hope I get to accomplish that this year. I'm really grateful for my emotions, and the words they form. And last but not least I'm grateful for each and everyone of the people who follow my work in my channel. All 67 of you. Thankyou ❤
Happy birthday to me! #25
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Honestly, I still dont understand why people actually believe my writings sound like a cry for help. #dailyrhetorics
I asked why blind arrogance was barbarically worse than judgement and saw lips talking louder than the blindfold was ever tied tighter, shoulders speaking on behalf of the mind, and eyes; creating from what your ears say about me.
I never said I was better than you
Sanity I never claimed, Could it have been you verses you all along, and the words you exclaimed
and recited to yourself? Because
I was always I,
I was never me.
I never said I was better than you
Sanity I never claimed, Could it have been you verses you all along, and the words you exclaimed
and recited to yourself? Because
I was always I,
I was never me.
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Honestly, I still dont understand why people actually believe my writings sound like a cry for help. #dailyrhetorics
Can I be more personal about this?
This is to inform you that I have offically left the Gitem Sitem Team a few days ago for personal reasons, and I wanted to thank the team for the journey. I've learned so much and gained alot of perspective and friendships.
Ofcourse I'll still be performing my work the same way (if not more) at the beautiful open mics. Thankyou GS 😊
Ofcourse I'll still be performing my work the same way (if not more) at the beautiful open mics. Thankyou GS 😊
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I'm not your weekend guidebook,
nor am I a get away you don't want to admit
foul magic, and a mirror you turn
when it only best suits your desire
to free you.
nor am I a get away you don't want to admit
foul magic, and a mirror you turn
when it only best suits your desire
to free you.
I’m not your stepping stone,
nor do I bridge your reality
into a world you were never ready to understand
while I fight to convince myself you are who you say you are
until that day you decide to come around
because you finally saw you and who I really am.
nor do I bridge your reality
into a world you were never ready to understand
while I fight to convince myself you are who you say you are
until that day you decide to come around
because you finally saw you and who I really am.
It's funny how I want to write about hate in a world where love is glorified and well....non existent. We fool ourselves and we keep doing it even more for the sake of momentary peace, a peace that only lasts a present that is clouded by years of self-deceit because we long to rest from all the running, and boy did we run far.
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Now the challenege is to live one's truth. Not "the" truth but 'a' truth, a life of honesty so illusions stay beyond the borders we decide to draw.
Ironically, not as easy as it's mirage.
Ironically, not as easy as it's mirage.